Everything I do reminds me of you. But I'm trying to stop this nonsense, not for you but for myself. I can't keep letting you take me for granted. I'm making a stand even though its hard. You mean so much to me. I've sacrificed many things, but to no avail, it seems that these things were just set aside. I asked for a sign and each time those signs fail, I just keep on asking for more signs wishing that after sometime, one of the signs will finally be in line to what I want. But now I'm trying hard to swallow the truth that no matter how long I wait, it can never be. So I give myself now freedom. Freedom from these disdain chains that are wrapped around me. Freedom to the delusion that you will see my worth. Freedom from the invisible wounds caused by heartaches from you. I'm saying goodbye: to my old self, metamorphing to a beautiful butterfly that will soar high with grace; to you, thanks for everything, you will have a special place in my heart.
I love you! One last time. I love you!