It is one of the normal scenario in every gay man's life. You may say it's simply one of the bridges of trial that we have to cross. It's not easy task, mind you. You will be bombarded with fantasies of your desire which shall blind you the seemingly weak plank in that wooden bridge. One step on that, and you fall waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaayyyy down. Based on experience, it is really hard to get that up on that bridge again. And you have to start over. But the beauty of the bridge of fantasy trials, it is sturdy; You just need to have the right mind to be able to cross it...

Just a few weeks ago, I severed ties with a close friend. The reason behind doing so is deeply rooted to this Bridge of Fantasy. I understand that he is a late bloomer for this kind of thing. But I just don't get it why he has not learn anything from his very own experiences. I believe that this sort of thing is essential for every gay man to learn by himself because it will provide you with enough pain to be stronger. But I simply become an absorber of his negativity and angst that stems from his immaturity.

I had enough.

Well, he was the first to snap when I blatantly told him the realities of his present predicament. What kind of brothers have sex with each other?" He fired back with a tirade of sentiments all saying the same thing: he thought I would listen. I was listening. I was listening to every cup of angst, every bottle of jealousy, and every slice hatred for every person going in between every MEN in his life. And I am highlighting this. HIS PROBLEM IS JUST THE SAME SCENARIO WITH DIFFERENT MEN!!!

Hatred Cycle
1. There is a new guy.
2. They will communicate regularly through text. Text when he wakes up, Text when he is going somewhwere, Text when he is breathing in and out, Text when he is closing his eyes to sleep.
3. They will develop a special bond.
4. They will have attachment in differing levels. He will emotionally invest more evident when he is doing special services to the guy.
5. They will have endearment. The special name calling phase (Kuya, Bestfriend,Boyfriend, etc)
6. There will be an issue. Guy will suddenly have a change of heart due to multitude of reasons / He will have cold feet about the relationship because he considers homosexual relationships as a sin / He will create his own issue because he acts like a jealous obsessed girlfriend.
7. He will leave the guy because he wants to be alone for a while. He will enter what we call his Ermitanyo mode wherein he cannot be found anywhere as if he retreated to some oddly world dimension.
8. He will come out of hiding and tries to fix things with the guy.
9. His effort will be in vain because the endearment is gone. He starts to curse the world for going against his relationship with the guy. Though he stills deny any feelings for the guy only shadowing it with the term, bestfriend, kuya, etc.
10. His heart will break and will cry.
11. As his heart recuperates, he meets a new guy.
12. Rinse and Repeat.

What I am frustrated the most is that in every complete cycle he just laments that it was his fault. It is always his fault anyway. He acts like an overly jealous and obsessed girlfriend. From what I read in Cosmo's top ten list of signs of being an obsessed girlfriend, he's a 10/10. What's more, HE IS NOT EVEN THE GUY'S GIRLFRIEND!!! HE ACTS LIKE IT BUT DENIES HAVING FEELINGS FOR THE GUY! Clearly, there is really a fine line between caring for a person and obsession.

But here's a shocker, "Ganun naman kasi talaga ako..." That's his defense for being that way. And he wouldn't change anything because that's the way he is he says. Yet, he always questions why everyone is leaving him. "Ganyan ka kasi...", is my short answer to that.

I do admit that I'm really hard on him. Perhaps because I went through the same thing. Same heartache. Same self-loathing. But those experiences changed me. Because I learned a lot from them. And those things made me who I am now. And I can say they changed me for the better. Which I think he still fighting to do. If only he will understand that he needs to make some changes regarding his attitude and way of life, he will be enlightened.

For a long time, I denied I have feelings for Albert when we were in college. I did. Not because I was scared he would reject me, but because I was just happy just being with him. That's why I acted like a girlfriend without saying anything, without expressing i wanted anything. Because I knew what my part was, I was his bestfriend and I was not his girlfriend. I never demanded that he fetch me, take me home, get me something on my birthday or text me everyday. I enjoy being beside him. Though that wasn't enough for me emotionally, but I knew that is the only scenario that I can settle in.

Naiilang ako...

When I first heard Albert say that and it was referenced to me, my world shattered. It hurt me more because I was really doing my best to just settle to just being beside him. And this is me not acting overly jealous and obsessed. What more for this friend of mind who acts like such.

Kung gusto mo kasing ikaw lang, jowain mo na.

That's the best advice that I gave him, but he retaliated with I'm not into him, I just don't look at him that way. Yeah right, then you have sex or you exchange kinky text message/pictures? Oh yeah. Tooooootally bestfriend-y/brotherly stuff.

If you call him Kuya, act like a little brother. If you call him your bestfriend, act like your his bestfriend. Don't mistake his endearment of friendship or special relationship like that of passionate love. Just because you are giving him attention, doesn't mean he is compelled to do the same to you. It's a free world. You just need to understand the fact that your into him and his not into you. You deny and deny, but that's the truth. Obsession is a negative form of love. It destroys relationships not bridge them. If you continue with this obsessive form of love, you just going through the cycle all over again.

Just like you, I have important men in my life. I have special names that I call them as they have with me. But i love them selflessly, without asking anything in return. Though sometimes I do have dirty thoughts of them with me, but I am bounded to the principle that I made for myself. That I will never have sex with any of them and I will never ask for anything in return. I do it because it makes me happy. And of course, because I love them and I enjoy being with them.

Open your eyes to reality. This is the real world. Wake up from your fantasy dreamland of your naked boys whom you call Kuya or Bestfriend. If you want to be with them do it right. Do not deny your feelings. You're just not being true to yourself.

Dear Reverend Marvin,

Alam mo ba Rev, unang beses palang kitang nakita, nanginig na sa kilig yung pancreas ko. Opo Rev, hindi ka nagkakamali ng basa, PANCREAS KO TALAGA YUNG KINILIG! Nagbabasa ka pa nun ng Gospel. Nakangiti ka pa nga nun habang nagbabasa eh. Ako naman, parang tangang nililipad na sa alapaan dahil sa angelic mong smile.


Nasilayan nalang kita muli nang ikaw yung magbasa ng Gospel para kay Pope nung mass sa Manila Cathedral. Medyo chubby chubby ka na ha. Haha! Pero pogi pa din. Kaya ayun, nag-overload na naman sa kilig yung pancreas ko. Close up na close up kasi yung mukha mo. Para akong hihimatayin twing pinagmamasdan ko ang maamo mong mukha. Ang gwapo gwapo mo kasi talaga Rev! Para kang anghel na bumuba sa lupa! Nakakaloka!

Kanina naman sa mass sa Quirino Grandstand, ayun ka, nakaupo sa tabi ni Archbishop Tagle. Ang lapit lapit mo kay Pope, isang mashonders na sakristan lang ang pagitan nyo. Kaya twing naka-wide shot yung stage, kitang kita kita na naka-Amen position yung kamay mo. Nanlalambot yung tuhod ko pagnakaganung tindig ka. Anghel ka talaga. Anghel ka talaga sa paningin ko. Para akong nakainom ng ecstasy pag nagpapanning yung camera at nahahagip ka. Sigaw ako ng sigaw na mukhang lokaret na haliparot. Lalo na nung si Archbishop Tagle na yung nagsasalita sa mic, antagal nakatutok ng camera sayo. Nonchalant ka lang nun, halatang nakikinig sa sinasabi ni Cardinal. Ughhhh grabeh! Sasabog ata yung pancreas ko nung mga oras na yun!

Haaay Reverend Marvin! Sabihin mo lang, magreresign ako para maging secretary mo for life! Super love you po!

Ang iyong Inhinyera Dyosa,

Whilhelmina

Last December 17, 2014 was the date we celebrated our Refinery's Xmas party. In my mind, it was just another major Refinery program. But I had my rags pulled under me when I realized it was a big thing for everyone.

I was the party's floor director/program manager. I make sure that the programs go smoothly. I advise the hosts if there will be any intermission or if there are changes with regard to the program itself. I was situated left of the stage during the whole program except when I was running to the backstage or shouting near the badminton court for pasaway contestants.

After our Ms. PBR Bebot 2014 was crowned, it's as if a huge weight was lifted from my back.

"TAPOS NAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHH!!!", I exclaimed on the top of my lungs beside the stage.

The crowning ceremony signaled the end of my duties as floor director. I immediately went to the backstage and got my things. Before I went home, I mingled a bit with the remaining crowd which consists of mostly engineers plus our VP and some of members of the PBR Ladies Circle. I gave my things a quick shove to a chair and immediately joined the photo-ops.

It was during this time that our VP congratulated me for a job well done. His wife also said the same thing and that she enjoyed the night. Of course I accepted their congratulations very graciously and also gave my thanks before quietly slipping out to go home.

The next morning during pour debriefing session with HR about the event, we received emails congratulating our team for a job well done. In the general, our employees really enjoyed the night and were really grateful to have attended the party. As part of the organizers, one can only be proud and happy that people appreciate what you did. Because that was the exact objective of the program, that is to entertain people and somehow have them forget about the stresses in our workplace.

Two of the most important congratulatory messages came from two people whom I look up to in the Refinery, Tita Bong and Sir Eli V. I guess they are what you call our "seniors", our "predecessors" in the Refinery. It was because of them that people like us are treated equally in the Refinery. That our gender identity is not a question of our technical and creative prowess. That's why I nearly cried when Tita Bong mentioned that he can now retire because he knows the Refinery is in good hands, program-wise.

During our Division Party, when our VP took the mic for his Xmas party address, I was shocked when he first asked everyone to clap for the appreciation of my hardwork during our ONE PBR Xmas Party. There I was sitting in front, since I was also the program manager for the party, scratching my head in embarrassment while everyone was clapping.

To tell you honestly, people are just making take credit for everything when the program itself was a combination of creative juices and sweat-toiled hardwork by HR; I am especially mentioning Anna Marie Eugenio who was the overall in charge of the program.

During the preparation stage, I was in charge of the BEBOT rehearsals from ramp to intermission number. I researched and mixed the songs for it. Given the limited time that we have, we were only able to practice thrice. I also supervised though not consistently, the New Hires Presentation. Actually, I was just making sure if they follow it the choreography. I mixed the songs for the Petron Sessionistas performance. Those performers were so demanding with their pieces! KALOKA!

The other parts of the program were assigned to other HR associates with Ate Venice taking charge of the widely successful Audio Visual Presentation, just to her acknowledge her hardwork. The lynch pin to all of us was Anna Marie who handled everything else.

So please, give that girl the recognition she deserves. SHE EFFING DESERVES IT!

Isang taon na nung nagsimula akong iwasan ni Monster. Aaminin ko, minsan naiisip ko pa din sya. Di rin naman biro yung emotions na binigay ko para sa kanya. Wagas na pagmamahal yun noh. Dahil one year anniversary nah, inaalay ko ang kantang ito para dito. Wala naman akong balak icelebrate ito taun-taon noh! Okay na to. Last commemoration na naging tao din ang Dyosang ito...


Carried Away
by JM de Guzman

All I ever wanted is for you to be near...

I have to set you free...

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Infairness, marunong kumanta si JM de Guzman ah! Not to mention na eye candy sya ah! I really dig this song ah! I await more songs from him. Meanwhile, sya din daw yung gaganap na San Pedro Calungsod biopic. Ay! Pak na pak sya sa role! Baket? Sight mo ang itsura ni San Pedro Calungsod!



Pak na pak diba? Sana lahat ng Santo eh kasing cute ni San Pedro Calungsod! Edi sana religious ako! hihi!

Kahapon natapos ko na yung libro ni Louie Cano na Pamhinta X. I must say, I super enjoyed it! Mukha nga akong tanga kasi tumatawa ako mag-isa nung nagbabasa ako. Madaling araw pa naman yun, baka pagkamalan akong baliw. Anyway, may gustong gusto akong part dun na nabasa ko din sa text dati. Pero kulang yung sinabi nya dun sa una kong nabasa. eto yun.



Natawa pa din ako at napa- "Shet! Oo nga noh!" ako!

Natawa ako lalo nung nagbabasa ako ng feeds sa FB wall ko. Mega umispluk ang friendsterlaver kong ko apoy!

Ang hirap nga naman maging bisexual. You have twice as many choices to make. Well, at least hindi ako bisexual. May paninindigan ako. HAHAHAHA!
---member of Engg Dyosa Circle

No offense sa mga ka-PLU nating mga Bi. Meron lang kasi kaming isyu dun sa sinasabi nila ng Bi sila but in truth eh they are a certified judingerzi! By definition kasi, ang bisexual ay two-way pwede sa girl and pwede sa boy. Pero may mga male PLU's na strictly sa male lang din pumapatol and yet they call themselves Bi's. Wala lang, hindi naman nakakabababa ng pagkatao kung tatawagin mo ang sarili mong isang bakla noh.

BAKLA AKO! PAK!

Napagdesisyunan ko nang iwanan ang trabaho ko. tatapusin ko lang ang 6 months probee period at ako'y lalayas na sa aking company.

Goodbye 6 days of work!

Hello more blogging time! yeabah!!!

ABANGAN ANG PAGBABALIK NG BLOGGER DYOSA INHINYERA!!!

Nagising ako sa isang panaginip. Mabigat yung nararamdaman ko. Hindi ko akalain na mapapanaginipan ko sya ulet...

Bumaba ng jeep ang lalaking iyon. Blue polo shirt ang kanyang damit. May hawak syang plastic na may lamang box. Nakatingin lang sya. Nakangiti sya animo'y isang anghel. Ilang sandali pa naglakad na sya patungo sa aking direksyon.

Nakangiti ako nung binati ko sya. Pareho kaming nakangiti sa isa't isa. Nakatitig ako sa mala-anghel nyang mukha. Sabay kaming pumasok dun sa bahay sa panaginip. Pinaupo ko sya sa harap ng dining table. Inofferan ko sya ng kape at um-oo naman sya.

Matapos kong magtimpla ng kape, umupo ako sa upuan sa harap nya. Muli kaming nagkatitigan, nararamdamn ko ang pag lambot puso ko habang nakatingin sa anghel na iyon. Matagal kami sa ganung ayos. Walang imik. Animo'y nag-uusap sa tingin.

"Mahal naman kita eh, kinailangan ko lang mag-isip...", basag nya sa katahimikan. Sa puntong iyon, naramdaman kong tumulo ang mga luha ko. Hindi ko alam kung sa isip ko lang yun o talagang nangyari sya. Pero nawalang namutawi sa bibig ko kundi... "Tama na.. Tama na... Tama na.."

Nagising ako na punong puno ng emosyon ang puso at punong puno ng kanyang alaala ang isipan...

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Birthday mo ngayon. Wala akong masabi kundi happy birthday sayo. Alam ko nagpromise ako sayo na magluluto ako ng creme puffs sa birthday mo. Hindi ko na yun magagawa dahil busy na ako sa pagiging ako.

Nagpapasalamat ako sayo, dahil ikaw yung naging daan para mabuksan yung isip ng kaibigan ko sa tunay na pagkatao nya. Pero hanggang dun nalang, dahil kahit na ikaw pa yung naging instrumento sa positibong bagay na yun, mas marami ka pa ring negatibong naidulot sa aming dalawa. Kaya...

Happy Birthday nalang!

-Whilhelmina Dyosa

Daming sorry sa inyo mga friends sa blogosphere! Busy ang Dyosang ito sa pagiging bisora! 12 hrs ba naman yung shift so bonggang bongga pagod talaga! Medyo bummed pa din ako sa pagkamatay ni Boss Ram, tapos yung pagkawala ni Jecko, soooo ayun, medyo nagtatry pako magrecover... Anyway, basta pag nakaluwag-luwag na, isasideline ko na ulet ang blogger life ko! O sya! Till next time!

-Whilhelmina Dyosa

Nung Monday August 15, 2011, Feeling ko talaga mamamatay nako. Grabeh yung nangyari saken. Dahil may costochondritis ako, bawat galaw ko, sumamasaket yung sternum ko. Tapos tumaas ng hanggang 39.2 ^oC yung body temp ko. Samahan mo pa ng super saket ng ulo, grabeh! Killer talaga!!!

Pero I survived!! kaya back to normal na ulet!!! yeah bah!!! Madami lang po akong dapat gawin muna kaya hindi ako masyadong makakapagblog lately. Pero I'll be back! hihi!!!

Pesteng ulan! Ang melancholy tuloy nung mood sa bridge! Nainspire ako isulat to!


It was raining in Carmelray that morning. Chilly winds keep upturning my umbrella. The left side of my jacket is already wet, unable to fit in the shade. I approached the best part of the Industrial Park. The Bridge. Well... for me... As I walked onto the bridge, a familiar song played through my headset.

Put away the pictures
Put away the memories
I put over and over
through my tears
I held them till I'm blind
They kept my hope alive
As if somehow
that I keep you here

hmmmmp... this post will be all about you. Yes you. The boy I really love from the bottom of my heart. And this will be the last of the blog posts about you.

To tell you honestly, up until now, I still love you. I still love you very much. But as always, only part of me loves you. Because another part of me loathes you. But don't get me wrong. I am serious about being adamant of leaving you behind. Part of me that loves you already gave the white flag of being with you. This is it again for us. It's another end. Another dead end to our relationship. Maybe its inevitable that we are just bound to just pass through to each other's life.

I will not apologize to you ever for everything that I wrote here in my blog about you. I'm sure I said this to you before, this blog is an extension of my mind. I cannot hide the fact that everything that I put here is simply the things I thought about. I tried my best to hide your identity but of course people who know me personally knows who you are. Believe me, its hard to fight my inner demons to name you. But I know that despite whatever you did to me, you still have your right to be loved and be respected.

The only reason why I chose to delete you as my friend in Facebook is because its the 1st step to moving on. To tell you the truth, every time your name pops up on my wall, my heart jumps. Everytime I see that you're online, I don't know why but my heart races. And everytime, it kills me because you don't have the time to talk to me. My heart breaks because I know with certainty that you are contented even without me in your life. And that made me realize that, you are simply happy without me.

I think I became intoxicated of my deep feelings for you. But now I'm sober. I already overcame the feeling of longing for you. Also that feeling of loss. The loss that I felt because part of me was gone. I always said that part of me was completed when you came back. But now that we have decided to leave each other behind, I have nothing more to say but thank you that somehow you made me feel whole even in just a short while.

We already tried, but we weren't able to salvage our friendship. It think the reason for it is simply our stubbornness for a compromise. Whether it's your fault or mine, the fact still remains that it's a failure. But in the future, if we ever meet again, I think it would just be too complicated if we were to start again. Primarily because of the many issues surrounding our current status. Although I'm not closing any doors. What I'm trying to say is, it will be a very difficult friendship.

Remember the last time we parted ways, I told you that the next time we meet, I'm already a licensed Chemical Engineer? I was right! Now, I'm going to try to be more ambitious. The next time we meet my name will be this:

Atty/Engr. John Wilbert N. de Guzman, MS Eng Sci, MA ed, MS Chem ed, D. Ed., Ph.D.

It's ambitous I know, but one positive thing that I learned from what happened between the two of us, is never to underestimate myself. I know I can do it. I know I have the brains for it. And I will make you my fuel to finish all of these. I want to show you my true potential. I want to show you who I am as a person, as an engineer and as an academician. I want to show you who I really am.

Finally, this is it. Our last goodbye, but before that, allow me to be mellow at least one last time:

MAHAL NA MAHAL NA MAHAL KITA...

Nagpapasalamat pa din ako na dumaan ka.

-BETONG

Birthday ng dyosa!!! At may nagregalo ng mga books na ito!!!



Break no Bones by Kathy Reichs

1st to die by James Patterson



SALAMAT talaga!!! Answerte!!! whahaha! 1st episode ng Women's Murder Club yung 1st to die kasi! Hindi yun available na locally sa bookstores kasi luma na yun. YEAH!!!

Aanhin ko ang isang White Knight...


Kung meron naman akong lima! Wihi!

Paxenxa na at hindi muna ako makakapagpost frequently than usual kasi busy ang lola nyo sa kanyang bagong work as Process Engineer! Actually, hindi pa ako nagsasign ng contract pero yung mga signs kasi eh mukhang mahahire ako. Kaya mega patikang gilas muna ako ha! Pero sa saturday, may pasabog na post ako! Abangan! Wihihi!

I'm so sorry!! It's Ed Westwick!!! OMFG!!! Napa-XOXO ako ng di oras! Grabeh!!! Napanood ko yung interview ni Raymond Gutierrez sa kanya, parang iba sya magsalita. Parang hindi katulad ni Chuck. I always thought na medyo serious sya, pero ang kwela kwela nya, tsaka pala smile sya. Parang yung Chuck na nagka-amnesia sa Paris. Iba din yung bosses nya, parang may accent ng konti na hindi ko madecipher. Nevertheless, I'm happy na bumisita sa ating Inang Mother Country.

Sana Mr. Chuck dahil mo na si Nate next time! Wihihi!! I lurv it!

Super nainspire talaga ako magsulat sa nangyari sa buhay ko lately. Samahan mo pa ng kakapanuod sa mga video stories ni Marcelo Santos III. Ay! Grabeh! Hopeless romantic ang feeling! Kaya ngayon, naisip kong pagsamahin yung dalawa. Gagawin kong video story yung mapait na love story ko! whahahah! Kahit magalit pa sakin yung other party, wala na akong paki! Naggoodbye nako sa kanya! Tsaka dapat nga maflatter pa sya noh! Pageeffortan ko yung Project Marcelo Santos III or Project MS3! Hindi ko pa alam kung ilang episodes sya, kasi nibrebreakdown ko pa yung lahat ng maganda at hindi na dapat isama. Pero super excited nako dito! Gagawin ko to hangga't wala pa akong trabaho. Wihihihi!!!

Kung magagalit sya, etong sa kanya! FREEZING FIELD!!!!

There was a problem in my blog the last time. There was another blogpost gadget in the right pane. So I Exported my post. Deleted my old blog and created a new one, then imported my posts. SO my Follower list is back to zero. So could you please Follow me again? hihi!!!

ENGR. JOHN WILBERT N. DE GUZMAN

Gusto kong pasalamatan ang mga taong sumuporta saken:


Syempre ang aking family everlou! Si Nurse Grace Delos Santos ang ate kong supportive! Ginastusan ang ginamit kong Casio 991-ES PLUS! wahahha! Ang pamangkin kong si Nika, para dun sa rice crackers na super sarap! Drs. Argie and Millicent de Guzman M.D.'s para sa aking pangreview center na parang wala din naitulong! whhihi! Sa kanilang anak at aking gwapong gwapong pamangkin na si Juan! Ay! Pakurot pag nakita kita! Kay Mudak and Pudak! Si Sis Welita de Guzman at Chairman Roberto "tate" de Guzman! Para sa mga luho ko! whahahah!!!


Hindi ko syempre makakalimutan pasalamatan ang layer 1.0 na talagang close friends ko na, pati amoy ng utot ko alam na nila eh! hihi! Sina Averi Alonzo, April Jo Miparanum, Ron Karlo Garcia, Joffrey Stephen Amor, John Mark Malubay, Juan Paolo Hernandez, Jeane Marie Tegio-Agwayaway, Gypsy Grace Baje! Alam nyo namang super love ko kayong lahat eh! Alam nyo na yun, hindi ko na kelangan iverbalize pah!


Ang ChE 2010 Dota boys! Gerard Averilla, Von Kirby Villanueva, Donald Katigbak, Rodulfo Brilliantes Jr, Gat Granada, Johnson Balancio, Jun Balane, at Si Renz Ronel Mesina! Ang mga dyosa ng ChE 2010! Allan Carasco, Joeward Manaig, at Ian Pedrigal! Isama nyo na din yung mga malalansang isda! hihi!


Ang aking SIKLAB family! Sina Engr. Arvin Ballesteros, ang aming founding chair, at Engr. Vincent Ross Hernandez, ang aming founding Sec Gen. para sa kanilang trsut na binigay nila saken. Other members of the founding Advisory! Cilla Nicolas, founding DepSecGen, Engr. Clarence Malapitan, not our founding but certainly is the recognized as our true 1st Logistics Officer, Kim Cyrus David, our founding Finance Officer and 2nd Chair, and finally Ate Ruth Soleil Encina our founding PRO. Thx for all the support! Syempre hindi matatawaran ang pagka"SUNOG" ng mga budhi nina Larissa Mermal, Justin Concepcion at Justin Veneracion. Go go mga apoy!


Sa talagang mga inspirasyon ko at super na touched ako sa encouragement nila! ang mga poging pogi kong mga Junakis na sina Earl Venrich Velasco at Kristoffer John Almeda! Panalo talaga pag sila ang nageencourage sayo! Aral kayo mabuting dalawa! Para maging engineers din kayo in your respective fields!


Sa Officers and Staff ng Central Student Council 08-09 at 09-10. Love na love ko kayong lahat pwera lang dun sa Chief of Staff nung 09-10 na saksakan ng plastik at napakawalang kwenta! Ang mga super staff na mahal na mahal ko na sina Vera Monroy, Madz Gutierrez, Camille Eusebio, Rowie Chua, Sky Floresca, Richmond Yu at Anna Ayson. Syempre ang mga officers na malupit! Engr. Gwapo Angelo "Cachi" Salvador Cachero, Francesca Tincungco, Belinda Cater, Jeane Castillo, at Margilyn "Marge Go Large" Asilo! Salamat sa tiwala!!!


Huli kong pasasalamatan ang mga taong close talaga sa puso ko. Exemption sila. Hindi sila layer one pero malapit sila sa puso ko! Si Engrs. Jeseca Dayao at Emmanuel Jay Abaricia! Ang mga Anghel sa lupa! Salamat sa pagpapasensya at pag-uunawa saken! Si Engr. Hesed Samuel Ramos! Panalo! yun nah! Sina Ate Jojo Aguila, Kuya Marvs Lagmay, at Sir Rani Eniceo, syang hindi kayo nakalusot. Nalulungkot ako kung bakit ako lang ang nakapasok, pero lagi nyong iisipin na andito lang ako lagi! Si Jarry André Lascano, bukod sa anak kong si Tope, na buong buo ang loyalty ko! Salamat sa lahat!

OMFG! ENGINEER NAKO!!!

OMFG!!! Bukas na ang start ng grueling 3 day exams ng Chemical Engineering Licensure Examination. Nakakaloka lang at nakuha ko pang magblog diba?! Whahahahh!

Bukas ang exam namin ay Physical and Chemical Principles. In other words, Chemistry subjects. Sa buong exam puro chemistry lang ang sasagutan naming problems. At maraming sub-fields ng Chemistry ang nandun. Inorganic, Organic, Analytical, Biochem, Environment, at Physical chemistries ang andun. Bongga talaga! andaming formula, at data na dapat aralin.

Sa Thursday naman, Chemical Engineering Principles ang buong exam. Bali eto na yung major subjects namin. Unit Operations, Kinetics, Chemical Process Industry, Process Control and Instrumentation, Plant and Equipment design, Thermodynamics, Transport Phenomena, Fuel Engineering at Stoichiometry. Medyo marami ding topics dito so goodluck sken!

Sa Friday naman ay General Engineering Principles. Bali dito na kami in common ng different Engineering Fields. Algebra, Trigonometry, Analytical and Solid Geometry, Differential and Integral Calculus, Differential Equations, Advanced Engineering Math, Physics, Mechanics, Strength of Materials, Laws and Ethics. Medyo confident nako dito. And I'm pretty sure, dito ako babawi sa exams.

Kaya, mga Dyosa ng Rainbow Battalion! Pagpalain nyo na ang Dyosang ito ay makapasa! gusto nyo MagTOP nah eh! Yun nah!!! Salamat mga fellow Dyosa!!!

The Nerve!!! Calling me Betong!!!

Sa pagkakaalam ko binigyan ko sya ng right na tawagin ako nun dati pero ni hindi nya ako tinawag nun kahit nung gusto ko pa.

Kaya ngayon, walang pedeng tumawag saken na BETONG kundi ang family ko, at close friends ko! Please lang! Nakakaoffend na tawagin ka sa endearing name mo tas may BAKLA na kasunod.

Hindi ko na pinahihintulutan yung mga nagbreak ng trust ko na tawagin ako nyan. Respeto nalang Please!

I can sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo relate to this!!! I MISS THE ORIGINAL JUNAKIS!!!!!



I wonder where you are Junakis.... I am still waiting for you ok? Please come back. I miss you!

Lovingly yours,
Wilberchie

Ayan umabot na din ako sa wakas sa 1000th post! Hindi biro ang umabot sa ganto ah! Saksakan ng daming oras ang ginugol ko sa pagsusulat ng mga ito! Sana lang ay merong nakakaappreciate sa mga nababasa nila sa nilalaman ng isip at ng buhay ko.

Bilang celebration ng 1000th post, isusulat ko ang segment na tatawagin kong 10 x 10 x 10. Anu ito? gagawa ako ng tatlong post kung saan ilalarawan ang 30 bakla na naging parte kung sino ako ngayon, kilala ko man sila personally o hindi. Ito ay tribute ko sa mga baklang iyon at paraan na rin ng pasasalamat sa kanila.

Ibabalik ko na din yung segment na Pic Pic Pic kung saan ookrayin natin ang featured picture katulad nito.

I also miss yung Top 5. Parang survey lang! Tsaka yung indept journalism like yung kung san mas sulit? sa Mcdo or sa Jabee?

Excited nako magdiehard blogging ulet!