Reigning Electric Chair Queen

Ang sigaw ng mga utawchi sa ganap na nirampahan ng Dyosa kagabi.

Inhale akey ng malalim.

May I take off my four eyes.


Shunggal ang headband.


Matapos ang mental countdown at pag-iinternalizechina (eksenang artista lang!), nagready-set-go na at kumatwalk patungo sa waiting-in-vain na monobloc chair.

Naging final participant ang Dyosa sa Game na Electric Chair.

Sige na nga. Joinchi na aketchi sa game. Para sa mga bata na itu!

Ayan na sya... Ayan... Ayan na si Kuya... Lumalapit na si Koya, may hawak na dalawang bote ng vodka...

PAK!! VODKA!!! My poison of choice!

Pumosition na akey. Prep na prep ang beauty ko sa pagtingala at mega nganga! Kasya na ata yung braso ni Kuya! Chows!

Sigaw ng madlang kabataan at mga gurangers na cheering squad ng pangalan ko kanina (gumaganti lang! charot!).

Startsung na ng pag-ulan ng vodka sa bottomless kong ngala-ngala. Eksenang Lawa ng Taal, o sige na para closer to home: UST sea na kulay blue, ang peg ng bibig ni atashi. Itsura ng Listerine diba? Chowz!

May I countdown ang mga bagets at ang mga special guests na chandeliers habang todo laklak ang yours trulily ng katas ni koya na kulay blue (yung vodka ekek! Rated SPG!!!). Mega Scream and shout na ang drama ng madlang pipol nung lumagpas na akey sa 32 second mark na ginawa nung early bird promo na participant.

At nagtuloy tuloy lang ang Dyosang itey sa pag lagok ng vodka sent from above! [Inset BGM with Mariah Carey vocals!] I can make it through the rain!!! I will make lagok once again!!!

At dahil parang jutengga nalang yung bumabagsak, itinaas ko pa yung bote ni koya. Yung hawak nya ah!


In 1 minute, nakaubos ako ng 1.5 BOTTLES of 40% VODKA! PAK!!!

Hiyawan galore na ang mga Party Animals!

Dyosa's Secret
Eto seryoso, hindi nako masyadong magbebeki language. Madali lang naman intindihin yung theory behind this pag may background ka sa Anatomy and Physiology. Well, Kuya ko kasi ay doktor that used to teach that subject tapos I am friends with loads of registered nurses. Also my interest in Temperence Brennan novels and series (which focuses in forensic anthropology) drove me to study the science.

I don't have a special units in Anatomy and Physiology but I gauged my mastery over the subject by acing the Major exams of my nursing friends (I answered their exams and had an average of 95%).

Anyway, please obeserve the picture below:

So sa picture makikita nyo after the tongue meron parang extension which is called the Epiglottis. It's a cartilage meaning a soft bone. Beyond the mouth kasi we have a space called the Pharynx. Afterwards, it will split into two tracts: the Esophageal and the Laryngeal Tracts. Its common knowledge that the Esophagus is connected to the stomach and the Larynx to the lungs.

So when you breathe air, the pathway is in default towards the Laryngeal tract But when you swallow food or drink, the epiglottis will act as a barrier and will close the tract to the larynx and the food will be delivered towards the esophagus. That is why you can't breathe and swallow at the same time.

Now onto my secret. Hindi po ako kaagad nagga-gulp down. Iniintay ko muna mapuno relatively yung contents ng bibig ko bago ako mag-gulp. Eto ay para maensure na yung buong iswaswallow ko ay mapupuno yung perpendicular Area nung esophagus ko (hello engineering term!). Kasi pag naggulp ka ng hindi filled up completely ng liquid yung esophgus mo, yung kasama nun will be air. So may tendency na sa Larynx dumaan yung drink. Kya nauubo yung iba dahil dun.

As for my skill in gulping na nakatingala. Practice makes perfect! Not the idea that you think of but with BEER BOMB!!! Sarap grabeh!

Next time ulet!!! Tandaan ang Dyosa Word of the night nung gabing yun!



Truth Mechanics


Because of the near-death suspense of the Pretty Little Liars Season 3 Halloween Special last Friday, I am hooked more than ever in the series.

I believe I am border-lining Addiction for the series so I will express my addiction in terms of a TRUTH PAGE here in my blog. Please see the right hand side for the side pages of my blog.

I will try to predict who are the other Members of the A-Team. I will also provide my theories on what are their motives behind doing so.

I will now explain the posting Mechanics for the Page. I will borrow the Red Truth-Blue Truth from the When They Cry Series. But I will make it Yellow Truth because Blue will be hard to see. I will add another type of Statement called the Shady Statements. Here are their Definitions:

Red Truths. These statements will be information that were explicitly shown in the series. They are absolutely true and undeniable. Will be colored accordingly.

Yellow Truths. These statements will be the information that were implied in the series. These are statements believed to be true and are supported by facts shown in the series. They are half-truths and can be disproved by Red Truths. Will be colored accordingly.

Shady Statements. These are Hypothetical statements that attempts to explain some of the mysteries in the show. It is not fact based; it is more like explaining mysteries in the show through guesses. It will be colored gray.

Toby is part of the A-Team.

The hand at the last scene of The Dark A Train does not belong to Paige.
-She was standing behind Noel Khan when the Body bag appeared in the Train.

Toby joined the A-team after Spencer asked Emily to lie to Toby that Spencer is seeing Wren.

I'm so excited for this!!!


Oil Depot Finale

I opted to stop writing my Economic Timebomb series because I am slated to work for the Petrochemical Industry. I believe that the series will be branded impartial because of my affiliation with the industry.

For this blog post, I would like to express my sentiments regarding the issue about the Oil Depots encompassing all the recent events. Consider this as my final stand on the issue as this will be the final time that I will write about it.

Just recently, I read an article that Mayor Alfredo Lim vetoed the Ordinance to change the Oil Depot Area from Heavy Industrial to Mixed Commercial. Honestly, I am quite delighted with the news. Finally, someone with the right mindset.

October 25, 2012. The Oil Depot issue was tackled by Prof. Winnie Monsod in her segment in Unang Hirit. Commenting on the issue were Mayor Alfredo Lim via Phone Patch and Councilor Jong Isip, the spokesperson for those who drafted the Ordinance.

After watching the segment, it is evident that in the surface the prime motivation for the passing of the Ordinance is the issue of SAFETY. This actually is the same point of an acquaintance in our publicly published debate in facebook.

I stand firm in what I said. If we are to remove the Oil Depots in Pandacan because of the perceive Terrorist Threat, then we should remove ALL Gasoline Stations in the Metro as well. The Primary function of the Oil Depots are storage and distribution. Gas stations are in essense small scale Oil Depots, hence they have the same function. Therefore, any threat that you can think of with the Oil Depots can be associated with the Gas stations scattered all over the metro.

If they really are scared of the Terrorist threat in the depots, I suggest they create an ordinance that will provide additional security for the area. Or better, ask the national government to provide it. Since Terrorist threat is a national issue not a local one.

Councilor Isip cited two additional scenarios that deemed the Oil Depots as Hazards. He spoke of the incident where an Oil Tanker Truck had an accident while it was on its way back to the Depot; Also, he cited the leakage of gas in the Condominum along SLEX.

I believe Mayor Lim effortlessly countered the first scenario. He mentioned that since the Depots function as storage and distribution hub, if it were removed, then a swarm of 2000 trucks will be coming and going to the Batangas Refineries (Chevron, Shell). Since the storage and distribution facility is gone, all the trucks will be coming from the provinces which will cause a big traffic jam in SLEX and of course an increase in utility cost for the Oil Companies which will be converted to increase in Oil Prices.

I would like to add that the Petron Refinery is in Bataan so kindly add the traffic jams in Pampanga and in NLEX starting at the San Fernando Exit. Also Expressways will be subject to very heavy loads than usual everyday as there will be increase in the number of Oil Tankers using them, It will then turn to Toll increase since the Toll Companies will need to maintain the roads as often as possible.

For the second scenario, I believe that this is a separate issue. That long Pipe that connects the Oil Depots to the Tabangao plants is owned by a third party company. It is not owned by neither Chevron nor Shell. I believe it is owned by the Ayala Company, since there is the word "First" in its name. Therefore the Oil Companies that "rent" the use of the long pipe is not responsible for the maintenance of the pipe. Hence, the negligence of the owning company should not be blamed on the lessee companies.

One question that I think was brilliantly asked goes something like this: "You passed the ordinance that repealed the earlier ordinance that converts the whole area to a Commercial Zone, now your passing another ordinance that amends this ordinance to convert a small portion of land that is occupied by the Oil Depots. Why?" That's not in verbatim.

If I recall correctly, Councilor ISip expressed that at the time, the reason why the City Council drafted the oridnance to repeal the ordinance that changes Pandancan to Commercial because there was a need to establish an Industrial Zone. Now, since there is an issue of safety with the Oil Depots, they drafted this new ordinance because of the people's "Right to life".

Okay, I would react on this, regarding the safety issue, it's already old news. Kindly reread my earlier sentiments about it above. I would attack this in a legislative point of view. I believe that the same people who passed the earlier repealing ordinance are the same people who passed this amending ordinance.

The repealing ordinance is for the establishment of an industrial zone. Therefore, the Councilors already had the power to set the boundaries in which the area in Pandacan will be considered as part of the Zone. If they considered the Oil Depots as a big safety threat, they should have already excluded the area of the Oil Depots as part of the Industrial Zone to have them removed. I believe that the reason for the drafting of the repealed Ordinance is also the same as this amending ordinance: SAFETY. Yet they included the area of the Oil Depots in the industrial Zone. It is inexcusable if they will say that they didn't thought of the safety issue during the drafting of the repealing ordinance since that is the main of the those against that particular Ordinance.

Why the change of heart? I agree with Prof. Winnie Monsod that that this is more political than a safety threat issue.

Next, I will answer the main point of my debate opponent in Facebook. Although I had this ready after his rebuttal in may last statement, I thought not replying anymore since a Third Party acted as a Middleman. I will finally answer it here.

His point rests on the idea that the Big Three will enjoy more profits if they are to move the facilities to the province. This is because of the low cost of living in the provinces. Therefore, operational cost regarding wages and utilities will be much smaller.

The fact is, the Big Three's main plants are already located in the provinces. As mentioned earlier, Chevron and Shell have their Refineries in Batangas while Petron has its plant in Bataan. Again, the depots act as storage and distribution hub which is essential in planning distribution routes and forecasting costs.

In general, companies have its manufacturing plants in the provinces because of the obvious reasons, as stated by my opponent, of lower operations cost. But they still have DEPOTS in the metro that acts as storage and distribution hubs.

Going to the prime example of my opponent, Coca-Cola Philippines moved its facility from Manila to Laguna. I believe this is his best example of a company migrating to the provinces. Well, yes the Coca Cola Philippines transferred its facilities there but it still has a "depot" in the metro.

If you will go to Pasig, near Eastwood, you will come across a Coca-Cola Distribution Area. Yes, it functions like a DEPOT. It acts as a storage and distribution facility just like what the Oil Depots in Pandacan.

Another example is San Miguel Brewery. It has its manufacturing facility in Laguna yet it has two DEPOTS, one in QC behind TIP, and one in Valenzuela. Liwayway Marketing has a plant in Cavite yet the finished products are shipped to its main office and storage facility in Pasay.

I can go on and on but the fact remains: DEPOTS in the metro are a must regarless of industry of a manufacturing company. It provides storage and quantifyable stocks so as to project the amount of products to ensure continuous supply in the market.

A few weeks ago, I heard a rumor that one of the Big Three is tranferring its Depot facility in the North Harbor here in Tondo. Well, if Pandacan don't want them, we will welcome them with open arms here in Tondo! We will enjoy the fruits of the Social projects of the company.

Also, I think will be a good move since the facility will be located in the West Philiipine sea and is already at seaside. They can use bigger barges to transfer the petroleum products since the barges don;t need to pass through the Pasig River anymore.

Oh well. One disaster averted. For now.


A piece of Rizal's Thomasian Education

After I read GUIDON's rebuttal article against the Varsitarian's editorial, I scrolled down some more to read the comments of other readers of the article. I found an amalgam of people from different schools that share a common viewpoint on the Varsitarian's lemon article.

But a comment from someone, implied as a Thomasian, caught my eye.

It's about an editorial article that sprung because the article was written after he "saw an Atenean wearing a GetBlued shirt with Rizal('s silhouette) saying 'Ateneo: I spent many happy years there.'". Upon researching and reading the article, I have this to say.

First of all, I would like to address that there is nothing wrong to write something about what inspires you. It seems like the commenter disliked the idea that a simple shirt sparked an article in the student paper. But it is an editorial, so i gues she has the freedom to address what he likes.

Second, the next statements are not targeted to the author of Rizal-is-a-Thomasian article. It is more directed to the collective Varsitarian staff who published the lemon editorial.

To start, let us set the premise that Rizal really did "spent his most meaningful days in UST". That his knowledge and wisdom was due to his Thomasian education. Thereby, his name is engraved as one of the best alumnus of the University of Santo Tomas.

Hmmmmp... Following the conservative point of view of the Varsitarian through their collective Editorial, I find it funny that one of the most famous Thomasian, who is considered the greatest Philippine Hero, had a different view on the matter.

Dr. Jose P. Rizal, who took Art classes and Medical courses in the UST, in his letter to addressed to them, advised the Women of Malolos: to be wary of blind obedience, God's gift of freewill, having one's reason through personal reflection, etc.

You can view my previous blog about our Pambansang Bayani. But for those who are not interested to jump to that article, I have taken this portion from that blog post which I think should be in everyone's little notebook of reflections.

About believing something of one's reason:
"The usual reply of those who want to fool others is this: He who depends on his own reason is arrogant. I believe that more arrogant is he who wishes to subject another’s will and dominate all men. More arrogant is he who poses as God, who pretends to understand every manifestation of God’s will. And exceedingly arrogant or blasphemous is he who attributes to God everything he says and desires and makes his personal enemies the enemies of God. We ought not to depend on ourselves solely. We should seek advice, listen to others and do what we believe to be the most reasonable..."

There's nothing left to discuss because always and forever I will always shout:


RH Bill, The Varsitarian: Of Lemonade and Lap Dogs

Evening of Monday, October 8, 2012, I read the most self-righteous and most egotistic editorial article I've ever read in The Varsitarian. It was very painful to read. Whip lashes burdened me as I read every paragraph to the end.


Shattered Pride
This is the first time that The Varsitarian editorial and my opinion were on opposite poles. From the issues of the ROTC program change from compulsory to elective, to the statement of Mayor Alfredo Lim that "Patriotism is dying in the motherland."; to the inconsistencies in the USTH Tower, in all of these, both The Varsitarian and myself share the same strong standpoint. It is in this case that I consider The Varsitarian the last drop of my pride as a Thomasian. That is why it is most appalling that The Varsitarian published an article that not only is againts my views, it also belittles thinking professionals simply because they chose to be firm on their views.

This is yet again another reason why I am not at all sad that I was rejected for an Instructor post in my Faculty. During my interview, I was asked that if I was asked by the students regarding these issues, would I discuss the matter in class. I initially tried to dodge the question but eventually I answered it and I still stand firm on what I said:
"I would like to promote a class where students can freely speak their sentiments and views."
Somewhere along the interview I was able to express one of the fundamental reason why I am Pro-RH Bill:
"We are a Faculty that is based on technology, and contraceptives are products of that technology. If the technology can help us with our current social problems why not use it?

If professors are suppressed to voice out their real stand on issues, then it would be like college for me all over again. When asked why UST is my last choice for law school, I always say the same thing:
"There is this culture of suppression in UST that not all are aware of. I believe that being a lawyer, you would need to sharply question anything, and that simply is not the culture there."
Well, I always thought that only applies to students but after reading the article that the UST went so far as "reminding" the Faculty members of the University's stand:
obliged to uphold and show deference to their teaching authority whenever the bishops of the Church have spoken on an issue and have taken a stand in behalf of the Church,”
There was nothing left to do but spew out my intestines to express my utmost disgust. Elk!

Reaction of a Thomasian Chemical Engineer
There was no written name of the author in the article so I'll consider this as a collective statement of the of The Varsitarian staff. I will express a five-point reaction to the article: Open-mindedness, Lap dog, Technology, Catholic Education, Attack!

Open-mindedness. One thing I learned from being a homosexual, a student-leader, and a Thomasian Chemical Engineer, you need to be open-minded; There are things that are not easily grasped when you seclude yourself into a closetted space; There are people who will have different opinions about you; There are technical problems that are not solvable unless you try a different approach. These three identities fostered my open-mindedness and it has become who I am today.

Lap Dog.When I left the University, The Varsitarian was a beast. It clutches its fangs to its prey and attacks rabidly on issues that are in line with the student population. In all essence, it was a fierce Tiger. But now, I find it sad that the publication where I banked my last drop of pride as a Thomasian became nothing but a lap dog that barks its owner's ideals and bites those who are against it. (But the last I heard, its owner disowned them. Too bad.) Allow me to remind The Varsitarian that the real owners of the publication are the students. Hence, it is a student publication. Most of the Thomasians I know, both students and alumni, are Pro-RH Bill. I did not compel them to think that, it is their own freewill and conscience that they are supporting this bill. You might want to check the pulse of your real owners before howling the University's stand simply because you believe that the students think the same.

Technology and Authority. The Varsitarian is concerned about the ill effects of the contraceptive pill. Saying that it is medically proven that the pill has dangerous effects. I would like to ask from where did they take this information because if they are reading medical articles from 19-kopong kopong, I am sure that they had read grave effects of the pill. But we are of the age that everything is on the rush for improvement. The pills of old were phased out and came an improved pill. But this is not free from some side-effects but is far less as compared to the earlier versions. Well, that's the thing about technology, there will always be a price for whatever convenience we enjoy.

When speaking of the RH Bill, don't limit yourself with the contraceptive pill. The Bill tackles more than just the pill. Sex education, condoms, among others are enveloped in the Bill. The ADLSU professors argued that the RH measure would be needed to lower maternal mortality precisely because the Philippine government not too long ago had told the United Nations that it was on track to meet the UNESCO millennium development goals by 2015, one of which was the lowering of maternal deaths.

Maternal deaths should not be solely based on cardiac problems. Moreso, the contraceptive pill alone is not the only reason for these cardiac problems. The RH Bill may increase cardiac problems for women but it will decrease pregnancy deaths, HIV/AIDS proliferation, and Teenage pregnancies. Lower three factors, and increase one. It is still a win situation.

The Varsitarian slammed the ADMU and DLSU (ADLSU) professors for supporting the RH Bill amidst the effects of the contraceptive pill. Even going as far as questioning their intelligence and authority. In their words, it is implied that the ADLSU Professors cannot simply "dismiss the medically established dangerous side effects of contraceptives" because they are not physicians.

In case you don't know, the main sponsor of the RH Bill in Congress, Rep. Mitos Magsaysay, is a Medical Doctor by profession. I am sure we will agree that she is the most suitable authority on this issue in Congress. I heard her in debates and there was never an issue regarding the pill that she successfully gave convincing statements defending it.

I think this is a case of lack of research. Whether or not this is true, it is inexcusable to react to something without counting every factors in the equation.

Catholic Education. I studied for nine years in Catholic instutuions (4 high school. 5 college. 6 years of it in UST). In my 1st years of high school and college, my religion subjects said the same thing, that God created man with freewill and conscience. Therefore, man has the privilege to use this freewill in response to his conscience's notion of good and bad or listen to this conscience in response to the knowledge and wisdom gained through one's freewill.

A part of the article really alarmed me. It is part of the Sec Gen's memo:
“to safeguard the right of the students to a solid Catholic education.”
How bout the right of the students to inquire and be answered? If the student asked, especially if its pertinent on the topic, then I believe the teacher should answer the question. There are subjects that are more subjective like Communication subjects and such. Hindering these kind of discussions would hinder the students' holistic development and also the ability to exercise their freewill and conscience.

Attack! I was not born a Catholic. First and foremost, I was born as a human being. It was only after I was baptized as an infant that I became a Catholic. With that, my first loyalty is with the Human Race and not with the Catholic Church.

But being a Thomasian and a Catholic, I believe that I am simply using my God-given freewill supporting the RH Bill. The same can be said with the ADLSU Professors. If the students and Professors of UST also have the same view as we do, then they should not be compelled to refrain from expressing their views.

It was through my Thomasian Catholic Education, that I developed my critical thinking skills and was able to grasp the reality that the only constant thing in the world is change. I had deeply thought about it and made my choice. I stand firm to my belief that the RH Bill will spark the change that is needed to sustain our country.

Since God also gave you the ability to think just like He did me, feel free to live in the Spanish Colonial years where every words uttered by the prayles are absolute, and any contrary are works of the unfaithful. You have that choice. But don't drag the whole Thomasian Community with you. Most of us are "Thinking Catholics" that act on our own freewill and conscience and does not follow the every whim of the clergy.

If having Catholic Education means losing my freewill (having my own sentiments and acting on it), then you can keep your damn education! I'd take my freewill any day over those conservative teachings!

What I find the most absurd in the article was the branding of the ADLSU Professors as cowards, intellectual pretenders, and interlopers simply because they made the stand supporting the RH Bill. This is totally uncalled for!

Cowards. In my eyes, you dogs are the ones who are cowards! You are afraid of the inevitable change and then shield yourselves by announcing that you are "Faithful to the CBCP's ideals". Bleh! Makes me sick!

Intellectual Pretenders I don't grasp the idea how intelligence is tied to being faitful to the Church. I am not faithful but people will stand to atest that I am intelligent. And I will do the same with other intelligent not faithful people that I know. Prentenders? Hell! They just made a stand to support the RH Bill! I believe this is called Pagpapakatotoo. Unlike you conservative fools who still clings to the days of old when there is obviously a need for change.

Interlopers. I read this entry from the response of The La Sallian, the student publication of DLSU, to your editorial:

"Precisely because we are members of a Catholic University, following Pope John Paul II’s encyclical letter Ex Corde Ecclesiae and its challenge to university students, we encourage our individual staff to make personal judgments that may guide them to truth. Perhaps we may make recommendations, but we would never impose on the freedom of conscience (ECE II, Art. 2, sec. 4)."

The late Pope John Paul II himself said that the Church SHOULD NOT COMPEL anyone with the Church's views. One can advise but not compel! What does your mere bishops (CBCP) and mere priests (UST) can do against the highest clergy? In case you forgot, the Pope is successor to St. Peter: the de facto leader of the Apostles. Going with the tide of your conservative point view, it's obvious that your owner's actions are against this apostolic constitution by the late Pope.

The ADLSU Professors are simply undertaking this teaching from the late Pope: expressing their freewill. Therefore, you dogs have no right to call them as interlopers. The word is more suitable for you since you are using student paid funds to express sentiments that does not belong to the majority of the Thomasian student population.

Being a medium to express one's views, you should have observed open -mindedness. Not all people will have the same view as you do. The University is run by the Dominicans, ADLSU are run by Jesuits and Christian Brothers respectively. They don't give a damn care how the Dominicans run the University so it goes to show that you have no damn care how they run their schools!

Saying sorry in my point of view is unacceptable. If you will be sorry, why publish the article in the first place? Aren't you the ones who wrote it? You know by heart its content belittles other people and in turn will hurt someone's feelings. Again, you should have been more aware and open-minded that this will affect the explicit targets of the demeaning adjectives.

But alas, it seems open-mindedness is in such short supply in Rm 105 UST Tan Yan Kee Student Center that it became more of a dog cage than a student publication office.

Final word for the Lap Dogs
If you want to see what will happen to our country, try playing the Game Virtual Villagers. Any version will do. Impregnate all the women of age at the start of the game. Then impregnate them again as soon as they give birth. Watch how your villagers die one by one because nature's resources cannot sustain them all.

If I were you, I will stop reading outdated médical articles and start helping your owners to develop a feasible and concrete plan that will render the RH Bill pointless. Let's face it, your owners had never proposed a good alternative to the RH Bill. I agree with their remark that corruption is the root of poverty in our country, but until they do a good job of enlightening every single person who runs for a position in the government, I am with the RH Bill.

Also, kindly clarify to them that their proposal of the use of Rhythm method, since its a natural method of contraception, is still in essence Contraception. It has the same objective as its alternative: stop the union of sperm and egg. Tell them to weed out what is wrong in that logic.

You and your owner should strive to sway the "Thinking Catholics" to abandon the RH Bill because you have thought of a better plan. Borrowing the words of my friend Engr. Sed:

"I have said it before and I will say it until the day I die: Give me an argument that opposes the RH Bill that is not based, in any way, shape or form, on any religious belief, and I will listen. I may or may not change my mind, depending on how good the argument is, but the mere fact that the argument is grounded in human issues and not supernatural wishes is enough to catch my attention."
I concur 100%.

The new Thomasian Identity
To become a successful student leader in UST, you will need embody the three C's of the Thomasian Identity:

Competent. Compassionate. Committed.

And in my five years as a student-leader in the University, I believe that I have acquired the Thomasian Identity. But it seems that after leaving the University for two years, the Thomasian Identity has changed. From 3 C's it has become 5C's:

Competent. Compassionate. Committed. Conservative. Close-minded.

If this is the new Thomasian Identity then I will never be called a Thomasian again. The first three I can handle, but the last two... Never! I am simply not that type of person. Changing myself to simply conform and regain the right to be called a Thomasian again, I am not that naive.

I was never the type to blindly follow whatever is told and I survived 5 years in the University with this mindset. You can keep your Title of "THOMASIAN" if this entails that I will be called Conservative and Close-minded.

Message to the ADLSU Community
I would like to sincerely apologize for these lap dogs' awful barks. I assure you that most of the students and alumni of UST do not think the same. Even I was surprised that the venerable Tiger metamorphed to a lap dog.

Anyway, if you are planning a lemonade party, I would like to come. Litsunin natin tong mga tutang to. Then turn it to a Lemonade and Thomasian Lap Dog shawarma party.


The Perks of Being a Wallflower


I was really looking forward to watch this film... All I can say is...


I sooooooooooooooo enjoyed watching the film version of The Perks of being a Wallflower! The movie is fast paced, very cohesive, and very heartwarming. It made me laugh, it made me smile, it made cry, and most of all, it made me all warm inside. I haven't read the book though so I can't compare them. (Note to self: buy the book) BUt I can say that the probable reason that the movie was that good is because the Writer, the producer, the director and the book author are just one person.

The Cast
Watching the casts' names at the start of the film made me gasp a few times. No reason really, I was just surprised that some of them are part of the film. It was like watching Private Practice meets Harry Potter meets The Lightning Thief meets The Vampire Diaries meets Scott Pilgrim plus the actor who always plays a loser.

Logan Lerman as Charlie
Well, most of the world knew him as Percy Jackson in the Lightning thief but I knew him well before that. Read it here. I also love him in Gamer.

I love Logan Lerman in this film! He looks so adorable! Like what the film described him (although it actually describes Charlie): Cute and innocent, and those two combined is dangerous.

I simply love him in this film. I can really feel the anxiety and confusion. The frustation. The melancholy feeling. The enjoyment. The love. How I wish I was the one kissed by this guy!!!

So excited for the Percy Jackson sequel!

Emma Watson as Sam
Ha! The different side of Hermione! I saw her very wacky side. Totally different from the prim and proper Hermione that she played for, oh let see, 10 years? I saw her dancing stupidly on the dance floor; Standing in I'm flying Titanic pose at the back of a pick-up truck; OMFG! I saw Hermione being tutored! OMFG!!!

Emma Watson was so pretty in the film. Despite her boyish haircut, her femininity still stood out. I realized that she didn't have any accent at all. Well probably because she's playing an American girl.

Kate Walsh as Charlie's Mom
Dr. Addison Montgomery plays Charlie's mom in the film. She didn't have many lines. She had more of the physical role like hugging, crying, and smiling. Nothing much to say.

Nina Dobrev as Candace
When I saw her face, I thought: "Isn't that Elena?". Then after a close up shot, "FUCK! It is ELENA!!!"

Elena plays Candace, Charlie's Older sister. She's a beautiful popular girl in school. Well what's new? That's her role in The Vampire Diaries!

Nicholas Braun as Ponytail Derek
The actor who always plays a loser kissed the beautiful Nina Dobrev. Yes. This nerdatron of guy kissed a total hottie!

He's on par with the hot male leads of the Vampire Diaries: Paul Wesley and Ian Somerhalder!

Lucky Bastard!

Johnny Simmons as Brad
This guy who played Young Neil in Scott Pilgrim vs the World plays the closetted star quarterback. He's not so cute though in this film.

Well that's all from the cast that I know, but I can say, I was very impressed with the guy who played Patrick, Sam's stepbrother. He provided the comedic, the awkward, and the emotional requirement of his character. To be able to play carefree in one, with in-your-face attitude in the next, and be broken the next is really quite awesome.

The story really hit home. There are some scenes and quotes that really touched some part of me. Especially the one being a Wallflower. I guess some part of me is like a wallflower. Just like Charlie, I don't think of myself as important. That I would always be the last choice. That the happiness of others are more important that mine.

Just like Charlie, I easily get paranoid. Just like what happened now, my friends are nowhere to be seen. And I feel as alone as ever. But unlike Charlie I chose to do something.


I like that the story was set around the 80's or early 90's. There was no cellphone, no internet, no facebook, no beepers. You needed to really talk to the person personally through phone or go to their place. And I also like that you cannot simply download a really good song from the internet. You really need to research it, or you will just be lucky enough that your roommate knows the title of the song you're looking for.

Although I was already alive on the era of of casette tapes, I was not fortunate enough to make or receive a mixed tape. In the film, it sort of like a way to communicate with friends or with your lover. I love the idea that it became a focal point of the story.

We are infinite.
Infinite possibilities. Infinite Time. Infinite feelings. You just need to define what you want and you are to make it finite.

We accept the love we think we deserve.
Probably the best quote I heard in the film. I believe so too. It also goes with respect and opportunity.

Haaaaaay!!! Super ganda!

Note to self: Buy the DVD.


Mellow Out #2


I already made plans to pursue a different field (law) but an opportunity knocked, and a big decision was needed to be made. I already made it, And I decided to pursue the opportunity.

A big chunk of the reason that I decided to pursue it is because I feel like I don't have anything to anchor me here in the metro. I feel like I have no more friends I can rely on here. I feel all alone.

It has always been like that. My friends would rather attend to other things than do something together with me. The only reason they choose otherwise is when they are bored and nothing to do. Well, at the start, symptoms of that only come from one person, until finally, one by one they started to drift away.

The collective enjoyment was gone since we prefer to do other personal stuff. The pakikisama was gone.

Maybe we all grew up and went our separate ways unannounced. And part of this growing up is changing who we are, our preferences and our priorities. Or maybe all of them just went on ahead thier road and I was just left on the spot that we all stood before together.

Call me old fashioned but I do believe that friends should stick together. And I mean that literally. Before when I was working a 6 day 12 hr shift in Cavite, I always felt guilty of not being around them. That's the reason I always go back to Manila every week just in case they wanted to meet. I always put them on top of my priority list in scheduling my events.

I was very disappointed last time that we planned to watch a movie. My college friends also planned to watch the same movie on the same date. Of course, I gave priority to them, I informed my college friends that I already made plans. On the date itself, the assigned time neared but I received no text message. It was two hours after the time that I finally read an fb group message that it will not push through. What happened to simple texting? They all know that not all of us have internet connection at home.

They know who I am. I don't like wasting my time. I could have caught up with my college friends and had a blast with them. I don't like uninvited guests. That's the reason that I always text before coming to someone's place, as to show respect to the host house.

Anyway... Soon, I'll be off to Bataan. There I can have all the tiime I need for myslef. There I don't need to rely on any one other than myself. There, I can start anew...


Mellow Out #1


I opened our FB group page to read a comment from my post the other day. And to my surprise, I read a very unexpected statement from the least expected person to say it.

The comment said that the post of IMS Engineer fits me perfectly. It's about the position that I was considered for in the company that this particular person works for.

I consider it unexpected because I thought that the boys always overlook what I do. Especially with regards to my student-leadership juju. Adding impact to unexpectedness is the person who said it. I do admit that we used to be close but as much as I know the only time that I was able to showcase my prowess needed for the position was in the duration of our thesis work.

Anyway, reading the statement meant a lot. I guess, I just felt some kind of delight that there is this sense of familiarity to him of myself. But don't get me wrong we're just friends. I like it that way.


Yu-Gi-Oh Conspiracy

Sa last post ko, nakwento ko na ni-enable ko na yung Joey the Passion AI ay gumamit ng Full Power of Chaos Deck. Nashock ako nung nakita ko itong isang particular card. Kamukhang kamukha nung image nung card yung favorite card ko except magkaiba lang sila ng kulay...


SHOCKER 100%!!!

Notable Similarities:
-suot: Parang ceremonial dress
-feather/wing like thingy sa hair
-third eye

-color scheme in everything
-Special Effect

Ang fav ko pong Card ay Witch of the Black Forest. Kaya nung nakita ko si Goddess with Third eye eh naloka talaga ako ng bonggang bongga!

hmmmp... Twin sister ba ni Witch of the Black Forest si Goddess with Third eye or si Witch of the Black Forest ang Dark reincarnation ni Goddess with Third Eye or vice versa? hmmmmp....

Just for fun. Siguro, nahuli ni Goddess with Third eye si Prince Charming na nagloloko kaya nagkaron sya ng alter ego, si Witch of the Black Forest na humiwalay sa body nya. Pinatay ni Witch of the Black Forest ang sarili nya para tawagin yung soul nung isang monster. Gamit ang Polymerization special ability ni Goddess with Third eye, ni-fuse nya ang sarili nya with the monster to create a powerful fusion monster to kill Prince Charming!



Alembong day

Sumakay ako ng jeep papuntang Pasig sa may Pureza. I figured dun nalang ako sasakay kesa sa may Quiapo, matatraffic pa ako papunta dun eh.

Lumiko na yung jeep sa may V. Mapa. From my seat, may nakita akong cutie na hinahabol yung jeep. Buti nalang nakita din sya nung driver kaya nakasakay sya.

At nakangiti na ang Dyosa! First cutie of the day!

Naging smooth sailing naman ang travel papuntang Shaw. May I sulyap sulyap nalang kay Cutie na nakauniform.

Sadly kailangan na namin maghiwalay ng landas. Bumaba na ako sa San Miguel Avenue. Pumunta nako dun sa building ng pag-eexaman ko.

Unfortunately super aga ko so ako'y nagstay muna sa Mini-Stop na malapet. Bumili ako ng Cobra tapos umupo sa eating area. Maya mayang konti, may pumasok na otoko. Naka semi-formal attire. Siguro may interview sya sa malapet na Call Center.

Infairness kay Kuya ah. Chinito and nerdy cute. TYPE! whahahha!!!

Sabay kaming tumayo at lumabas. yung building na pinuntahan nya eh katabi lang ng building na pupuntahan ko.

Umakyat na ako sa Unit ng testing area. Sarado pa yung pinto. May mga dumating na din na mag-eexam din sa outsourced testing company.

Ilang sandali pah, bumukas ulet yung elevator. May mestizong may hawak na paperbag na may lamang Jabee breakfast meal. Yes. Alam ko. Naamoy ko eh!

Pinapasok na kami ni Kuya. Apparently, sya pala yung personnel in charge for that day. Since ako yung unang pumasok, ako yung una nyang tinawag. Bali niset-up nya muna yung mga paperworks tapos ni-prepare nya yung mga rows of computers sa likod nung waiting area.

Tinawag nya ako ulet nung ready na yung computer ko. Nagbigay sya ng instructions about the exam. After nun, iniwan nya na ako para sagutin ko na yung exam.

Nung natapos na ako binigyan nya ako ng sruvey form. Since outsourced nga sila parang gusto nila na laging may improvement. O sige answer away!

QUESTION: What did you like most in the experience?
DYOSA'S ANSWER: Uhmmmmm... the cute personnel??? Ahiihii!!! =D


Tatawa tawa pa ako habang naglalakad papuntang sakayan ng jeep sa sinagot ko! whahahha!

Sa Shaw, sumakay ulet ako ng jeep pabalik sa Pureza. Pagkaupo ko nashocking galore ako sa aking nasilayan.

Mestizo. Andaming nunal sa fezlak. Nakafitted shirt. Yummy ang body. Cutie.


Para mawala ang isip ko kay yummy kuyabelles na kaharap ko sa jeep, tinext ko nalang ang Ate ko para mapagkwentuhan namin yung TANGING YAMAN eksena sa pamilya namin.

Kaso hindi pa din ako makapagconcentrate. Hindi mo talagang hindi mapatingin kay Yummy kuya! He's sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo...


There's no other word.


Sa haba ng ride namin. Nakatingin lang ako kay yummy kuya.

Yung mga nunal nya sa mukha na specially placed para gumwapo pa sya lalo.

Yung biceps nya na nakabulge dahil maikli lang yung sleeve ng kanyang body tight shirt.

Yung maamo nyang mga mata. Nakakahypnotize!

Kakaloka si Kuya! Pero katulad ng nangyari kanina, kelangan din namin maghiwalay ng landas. Bumaba na ako sa overpass sa may Pureza. Yon eh tumingin muna ako kay yummy Kuya, sabay Psychic kiss sa kanya. ETCHOS!

Naglakad na ako papuntang Lardizabal ng may nakita akong naka Engineering Uniform.

Si Bunso!!!

Kung sweswertehin ka naman talaga!

Ayun sabay na kami sumakay ng jeep pa Tayuman. Syempre kwento kwento. hihi!!


Ang saya ng araw na ito!


Once upon a Dyosa: Paraparaparadise

The Horror...

Pumunta akong SM Manila. Nakawork clothes. May extrang dala kasi expected na pagpapawisan.

Sa labas ng Arcade. Nakita ko nang wala yung Machine. Patay.

Okay lang yan. Baka nasa loob.

Pumasok ako. Hinanap ko yung Machine.



Wala na ang machine.

Wala na ang Parapara Paradise Machine sa SM Manila.

The Horror...

Ngayon masasabi ko ng officially, patay na ang Parapara Paradise sa Manila. As of my knowledge wala nang machine sa Manila. Haaaay!

Parapara Paradise
in Manila

Maraming maraming salamat Parapara Paradise sa lahat ng naitulong mo sakin. Dahil sayo, naging close ko si Kenneth at si Mart. Sila yung mga poging kasama ko nung 1st time kita nilaro nung birthday ko nung 4th year high school ako nung nagcelebrate kami sa Robinson's Place Manila.

Dahil sayo, madami akong nakilalang tao, si Blood Reign, si Emi, pati na din ng buong tropa ng Acolhez.

Dahil sayo, naovercome ko ang heartache at bitterness. Pinagtyagaan mo ko habang nagsasasayaw ako ng 10 tokens non-stop.

Dahil sayo, napagtanto ko na pwedeng magmerge ang anime songs at dance. Favorite kong sayawin yung Eurobeat version ng Let me be with you, yung opening song ng Chobits; Tsaka yung Opening song ng Neon Genesis Evangelion na Cruel Angel's Thesis.

Dahil sayo, gumugulong ang creative juices ko sa paggawa ng sayaw na sasakto sa Freestyle Expert mode mo. Alam ko konti lang yung mga kantang namaster ko, konti lang din kasi yung naiibigay kong oras syo, kaya sana mapatawad mo ako.

Maraming salamat Parapara Paradise. Maraming maraming salamat. Di kita malilimutan.

Bilang pag-alala eto ang ilang media exposure ng Dyosa habang nagsasasayaw sa machine:

Nafeature po ang Dyosa together with other Parapara Paradise Enthusiasts (called Paralist) sa USO feature ng Kabataan News Network. Ako po yung nakaitim pero wala akong interview kasi part ako sa ending credits. Hihihi!

Si Bryan Dongeto din po yung naging guest ng Unang Hirit for their Pump-it-up feature.

Eto naman ang Picture cut-out ng Dyosa habang sinasayaw ang parapara mode routine ng kantang 100 by Dave Rogers:


Finally, the Dyosa dancing part of the parapara mode routine of the song Crazy for you:


Haaayyyy kakamiss!


Bilib ako!

Kagabi dahil sa hindi ako makatulog, buong magdamag akong naglaro ng Yu-Gi-Oh: Joey the Passion. Nakapagdownload na din ako ng Yugi the POwer of Chaos deck kaya ni-enable ko dun sa Joey the Passion na gumamit ng Full Power of Chaos Deck.

After nun, naging ganto na yung level nya:


Ilang beses na din ako nanalo against this Duelist level. Panis naman din sya kahit may cards na sya ni Yugi. Pero may isang beses na natalo ako na super napabilib ako ng strategy nung AI!

Nagsimula yung laban sa iactivate nya nung Spell Card na Card of Safe return.


Tapos ngtaob sya ng monster card.

Inatake ko naman yun tapos Spear Cretin pala yung face-down card na yun.


Since wala pa naman syang monster sa Graveyard, pati na rin ako, wlang ma-special summon to the field.

Turn ulet ng kalaban. Nagtaob ulet ng monster card. Nagtaob din ng tatlong card sa backline.

Hmmmp... Sabi ng instinct ko, Spear Cretin ulet yung nakataob na baraha na yun. So... I activated a spell card, Raigeki!


Tapos direkta kong ni-damage yung Life Points nya.

AI's turn. Nag-activate sya ng isa dun sa tinaob nyang baraha. Spell card, Pre-mature Burial. Nagbayad sya ng 800 Life points para buhayin yung Spear Cretin. Nag-activate yung Card of Safe return. Inactivate din nya yung Trap Card na Jar of Greed para bumunot ng isa pang baraha. Ginamit nyang tribute yung Spear Cretin para masummon yung Level 5 Monster na Thunder Dragon. Since na punta sa graveyard yung Spear Cretin Nag-activate yung Effect nya. Ni-special Summon nya yung isa pang Spear Cretin sa Graveyard face-down defense position. At nag-activate muli ang Card of Safe return.


At dito na nagsimula ang Unlimited Chain strategy nya. Kasi tuwing papatayin ko yung Spear Cretin, ii-special summon nya lang ulet yung isa pang Spear Cretin sa graveyard tapos mag-aactivate ng paulit ulit yung Card of Safe return. Malas ko lang hindi ko nabunot yung Mystical Space Tyhpoon o kya yung Harpie's Feather Duster.


may mga steps din naman akong ginawa para maeliminate yung Spear Cretin Lock Chain. Dalawang beses ko ginamit yung Morphing Jar #2. Pero saksakan lang talaga ng swerte yung AI kasi lagi pa din nyang nabubunot yung Spear Cretin after deck shuffling.


Pinahaba ko lang actually yung laban namin, kasi hinihintay ko yung Penguin Soldier. Para pabalikin sa Hand yung Spear Cretin para maatake ko sya directly. Pero sadyang malas ata talaga ako sa game na yun.


Umabot na may walong cards nalang syang natira. Sa round nya, ginamit nya yung Spell Card na Painful Choice.


Eto yung limang cards na pinakita nya saken:


Edi syempre, naloka ako nung nakita ko yung Right hand of the Forbidden one tsaka yung Left leg of the Forbidden One! Kaya pala puro drawing tactics yung ginawa nya! Sa isip isip ko:

"Hmmmp... dapat hindi nya makuha yung mga parts ni Exodia"

Edi para safe yung Spell Card yung pinili ko.

Talo na pala ako kahit ano pa piliin ko.

Inactivate nya yung pangatlong Card na tinaob nya sa backline nung 2nd round. Trap Card: Back-up Soldier.


Pinabalik nya from the Graveyard yung Right hand of the Forbidden one tsaka yung Left leg of the Forbidden One.

At tapos...


Ambilis ng pangyayari! Pero gosh! I'm so impressed dun sa use of Spell Card at Trap Card ah!!! Saktong sakto yung timing! Ang galing!!! Bilib ako!

Counter Strategy:


Ayan, hindi na nila macocombo ng SanWitch. Tsaka nung Spear Cretin Lock. Lalayas na sila sa game pag napatay sila!


Papalayasin ko sa game yung may effect na "Take a monster card from the Deck".


With this, mapapapunta ko sa Graveyard yung mga Parts ni Exodia na hawak nya na tapos...


I-eexcorcise ko paalis ng graveyard yung mga Parts para problem solved!

My most ingenious yet! Isa lang masasabi ko sa nakaface-down na Spear Cretin...