I have deciphered the root of my demise. I think it is because I chose to become a student leader rather than the muse of the ChE-A DotA boys. Although I would admit that being a student leader has its advantages, but being the so called "muse" and be accepted as one of them, PRICELESS. No amount of leadership experience or wealth can amount to the happiness that those boys gave me.
So starting now, I would prioritize every endeavor that they would want to do.
Starting now, I will less of a student leader, and more of the Muse of the ChE-A DotA boys.
Starting now, I'll show all of them that they really mean so much to me.
Starting now, I'll make them feel that I am here.
I really love those boys, and its time to show them that I do...