I have this thing I call Man of the hour. These men are usually the guys that I'm attached to emotionally. I'm more caring with these guys as compared to our circle of friends. But they happen one at a time and I'm loyal to them to the extent that I will sacrifice everything so I can satisfy their needs or for their well being.

The reason why I decided that they become the Man of the hour depends on my need at that certain time. There's this one that I needed a big brother, one that I needed a little brother, one that I look forward to see each day but this one particular Man of the hour, my reason is I need a straight bestfriend.

Sounds cliche in gay love stories? Kinda! whahahah! But the difference is that, I'm not in love with him. I'm just strongly emotionally attached. Well, that goes for all them. I usually am misunderstood to be in love with them... *Well there was an exception, I really did fell in love with the one I look forward to see everyday but it faded* ... but I am always firm that I am not in love with them. In any case I do love them, but not as a lover but a companion. Whether as a brother, as a centrum (Centrum compelete, gets?), or in this particular situation, as a bestfriend.

There came a time that my satisfaction to our relationship as close friends was shaken. As I told him, "I feel neglected and unsatisfied. It's either I'm wanting more or you're giving less." We ended up exchanging words, him acting all pity saying that it was all his fault. I understood where those words were coming from because I know behind his intimidating facade, lies a very wounded soldier of love. He always thinks that he is always the reason behind every failure because of what happened in his past relationship. That is exactly the reason why I can't seem to let him be. He's my Man of the hour so I sacrificed my "wants" so that we can still have our close relationship.

There was also this one time that we had a misunderstanding. We were supposed to watch a movie but he cancelled on me last minute. I felt as though he was ashamed to be seen with a homosexual like me. I didn't think that he had malice in our relationship. Actually, this malice is the reason why my closeness with the one who I treat like my little brother crumbled. Adding more injury, he was the last person in the world that I would think had malice on me. My heart broke. I was stabbed continuously and was silently bleeding while I was watching the movie. To tell you the truth, I never really understood his reason. In fact, I was determined to throw him away from my life forever. I wanted to say goodbye to him formally, so I told him everything that was going through my mind. I told him that I was very furious of what he did; That I am very much disappointed in him. To my dismay he didn't even tried to defend himself. He just accepted every word that I said and told me that he will not bother me any longer. Although ambivalent, I welcomed him once more in my life and threw my negative feelings away.

On a more recent scenario, I asked him what I am to him. This arose because I was confused in my role to play in his life. Whenever I act as his bestfriend, he always points out that he has bestfriends. I tried to act at the opposite end, as a normal friend, but he keeps on asking for more. I just don't know how to act so I asked him directly. He responded to me that he will not ask more from me, which led me to conclude that I am his normal friend. But a follow up statement shook that conclusion for he told me that I'm a special friend. This made it more confusing. But again, I sacrificed my "wants". I cried for three weeks. I cried all my pains away. I cried my frustrations that I can never be his bestfriend; that I will never be his choice.

The other night, I received a text message from him:

"last peso na... Meme mabuti..."

This was not the first time that I received a text that it was his last peso from him. Somehow, I feel privileged. But I guess it's a double edged sword. I am only as good as his last peso but I'm not complaining. It just gave me a direction for my role in his life...

I'm his last peso.

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As a Filipino, I think I'm very much compelled to blog about the 1st State of the Nation Address of our incumbernt president. Although, I wasn't able to watch the whole thing, I am able to read the transcript of his speech at Pep.ph.

The 1st part of my blog is about the SONA itself. I will be attempting to write my views as objectively as I can without prejudice of the news that I heard after the SONA. To put it simply, this my view regarding the RAW SONA speech.

Raw SONA
I would like to compliment P-noy in giving his speech in Filipino. I mean, since he is addressing a nation of having less than 100% literacy rate, it's good that he addressed them in the language that they can understand.

I am very much aware that the 1st SONA of an incumbent president is the eyeopener. This is the chance of the newly elected president to have a tell-all speech in which he/she can openly express the problems that he/she will be inheriting from the previous administration. In P-noy's case, although I am expecting these revelations, I was still stunned when I heard about the misappropriation and misuse of the taxpayer's money.

This is also the chance to brag about what he/she had done in his time as president before the SONA. It is pretty evident that Pnoy is very satisfied in what his Cabinet members had done. I just wish that this is not a so called ningas kugon and still continues in their 6 year reign.

In the opening statements, I just feel like it's the continuation of his campaign material with the Daang matuwid, daang baluktot speeches. I would have appreciated it more if would refrain from stating those words in every speech he will give in the future.

He wants to start the public-private partnerships which I think is a good step. Since we have a large balloon deficit in our budget, the rent-develop-money equation sounds good to me. They rent the place, they develop it, give jobs to the locals and pays tax. It's sounds surreal but I think it's feasible.

I'm disappointed in his call to amend some of the existing laws. I mean, he should have pointed out the flaws and what should be the changes to be done on it. Since he already expressed his intent for its amendment, I assume he already read the said bills and should therefore should have given ample explanation in what changes to be made.

In conclusion, I didn't have the heebeegeebees that I was expecting. Maybe because the speech itself lacks the strong standpoint that should have been there. There were lots of pagpaparinig but that's all there is to it. There were no statements to punish those who had done wrong in the past administration. Just those who are doing red tape activities and tax evaders. But I would have wanted to hear that he will do his best to punish those who had laundered the government funds and used it inappropriately. There's one person in my mind. Clue: she flew to HongKong the night before the SONA. *wink*

In terms of Physics, P-noy's SONA is a vector. I see the direction that he's pointing but unfortunately, the magnitude or the strength of the vector seems very vague and has no corporeal foundation. I wish that in the next SONA, this magnitude is sufficiently filled so as we have an idea how far are we moving forward.

PE day
Haru Dyos ko! Naloka ako kanina nung pag dating ko sa PE class ko! May tune up games day kame! Eh absent kasi ako nung huling eeting kasi job exam and interview ko nun. Tapos last week naman wala kameng pasok kasi exam nung mga OT classmates ko.

Ayun, dahil parang medyo naninibago ulet sa bola, mga naging takot sa bola. At sadyang hindi talaga kami pinalad na magkaron ng teammates na medyo magaling na to start with. Kaya 0-4 ang standing namin. Oh well. Hindi kasi talaga marunong magserve yung mga team mates ko. Moreso, medyo ayun nga kabado. I didn't take it to deep naman, kasi nga tune up games. It was the 1st time naman that we played as a team, kaya medyo naninibago pa. Natalo talaga kami dahil sa service errors.

Pero...

This day is a triumphant day! Hindi nako mag-p-PE!!! Yes!!! Nasabi ko na kasi sa Prof ko na that I was accepted sa job sa Convergys San Lazaro. Pinayagan naman ako ng department na mag-equivalency nalang! Yes yes yes!!! Para nakong nakagraduate!! Wihi!

Avida Towers
On the way to SM, meron nakipagtitigan sken na boylalaou. Nakapayong sya tapos may hawak na bata kapatid nya siguro or anak. Nakipagtitigan sya sken until we crossed paths. Hindi ko lang alam kung nilingon nya ako, pero ako kasi tuloy tuloy lang. Hindi naman masamang tingin. Nakasmile nga ako nun eh. Nagpapacute! Chos!

Sa Avida Towers kasi nakatira yung brother ko. At alam kong pupunta dun si Mudra ng 12 NN kaya fly ako dun after class. Nakipaglaro lang ako sa pamangkin kong si Juan. Ang kulet na! Whhahahah! Super! Nakipaglaro ng blocks tapos hagis hagis ekek, at ang walang kamatayang paper airplane! Woohoo! Ang saya! Pero after nun, super napagod talaga ako kaya natulog ako ng bongga! Aircon pa kaya parang super sarap ng tulog ko! Sa sobrang sarap, hindi ko napanuod yung SONA ni Noynoy! Wahahahha!

Nakakaloka!!!! Nakakaexcite!

Dumating lang recently yung star ng movie na itu na si Jon Foo. At nagpromote sya ng movie kasabay nung screening sa Megamall. Eto nga pala si Papalou:


Jon Foo plays the character Jin Kazama who is also the protagonist of the Tekken game. Hindi ako magaling mag-Tekken pero si dadee I guess medyo. Lagi nun gustong matalo si Tekken gurl na tambay ng SM Manila Quantum. As in para synag si Alodia na talagang inaantabayanan ng mga boys! Going back... eto yung mga inaabangan kong mga actors!


Jon Foo as Jin Kazama

Syempre! Si papalou! gusto ko naman makita in action! Dahil kumain sya ng Balot, papanuorin ko sya ng bongga! Eto siguro ang dahilan kung baket napili sya for the role!



Ang bongga diba? hanep sa stunts!


Ian Anthony Dale as Kazuya Kazama

Si Avatar Gamma from Charmed!!! Ayan meron na sayang medyo significant role na mapapanood ko! Hindi na sya one liners! yes! Whahahah! excited nako!


Lee Hyun Kyoon as Hwoarang

Sheeet!!! Si Jae Hee!!! Yung sa My Sassy Girl Chun Yang tsaka yung sa Witch Yoo Hee!!! OMFG talaga!!! Excited nako!!!

May nasight ako sa net.. mga pics ni Jon Foo... Intriguing!




Sang movie kaya itey? I Wanna WATCH!!! wihi!

Until the time is through
by 5ive
Now and forever, Until the time is through

I can't believe it, I don't know where to start,
No baby, So many questions deep inside my heart

Give me a moment before you go,
There's something you ought to know.

[Chorus]
Baby now and forever,
Until the time is through (Until the time is through),
I'll be standing here,
Waiting and never give up my faith in you (Give up my faith in you),
Trying to make it clear,
Without your love, I'd be half a man, Maybe one day, You'll understand,
Now and forever, Until the time is through

I'll be waiting!

How can I tell you, so that you can see,
You know that, Love has a meaning,
When you are here with me (When you are here with me baby)

Give me a moment before you go,
There's something you ought to know.

[Chorus]
Baby now and forever,
Until the time is through (Until the time is through),
I'll be standing here,
Waiting and never give up my faith in you (Give up my faith in you),
Trying to make it clear,
Without your love, I'd be half a man, Maybe one day, You'll understand,
Now and forever, Until the time is through

There is no one to comfort me,
Here in my cold reality,
I'm searching for words,
What can I say to make you see.

Baby now, Until the time is through, I'll be Here. [2X]

[Chorus]
Baby now and forever,
Until the time is through (Until the time is through),
I'll be standing here,
Waiting and never give up my faith in you (Give up my faith in you),
Trying to make it clear,
Without your love, I'd be half a man, Maybe one day, You'll understand,
Now and forever, Until the time is through



Super gusto ko tong kantang to kasi bata pa ako nun! whahahha! Wala lang. kung kakantahin kasi saken yan ng crush ko nako... Kikiligin talaga ako ng bongga!

Nakakamiss yung gantong kanta from boy bands. Laging maganda lang kasi yung 1st album. Tapos papangit ng papangit na yung mga susunod na album kaya nalalaos sila eh. Siguro stick to soulful honest songs baka magtagal yang mga boyband na yan.

Nanunuod ako ng Eat bulaga ng may music na nakakaloka yung lyrics ang pinatugtog nila.



Gosh! Nakarelate ako sa lyrics na:

Can we pretend that airplanes in the night sky are shooting stars... I could really use a wish right now.. wish right now... wish right now...

Enge ngang wish!

Wow! I know we are bound to meet sooner or later but I can't believe that we met this soon. It was after I bought ingredients in Robinson's supermarket Tutuban. I went to the department store section which is on the 2nd floor. I disembarked from the elevator and went straight to the kitchen utensils section because I was checking to look at again the grater that the attendant showed me a few days ago. As I approached the customer service counter which is beside the kitchen utensil section, I joked that what if I suddenly saw him there.

A sudden twist of fate occurred and VOILA! he is walking towards me from the Customer Service desk. My mind raced. I didn't knew what I would do. But he smiled and held out a wave. I instinctively did the same thing. He pointed to my right and it seems he has a companion, I nodded and we cross paths.

AWKWARD. There's no more word to describe it. He is my estranged friend after all.

Fan ako ni Chef Jackie sa Facebook Fan page nya. At nasa isang album dun ang winning desserts nya nun sa Singapore kung san nanalo sya ng bronze medal for the Philippines in the plated desserts category. Eto ang mga winning desserts!








Itsura palang mukhang mamahalin eh. Kaler! Congratz ulet Chef Jackie!

I have mixed feelings about this movie. Hindi ko din kasi confirmed kung nangyayari ba talaga to sa province. But this is the 2nd time na bangkero yung nagpapatikim. Nung una kasi sa Daybreak, yung bangkero si Coco Martin.

Nung una saktong sakto sa istorya yung nangyayari. Pero yung latter part na. Parang naging personal nalang yung story. I mean. It can exist as a different movie nah. Yung first part kasi tungkol yun sa mga bangkero na nagbibigay ng extra service sa mga turistang bading. Pasok pa din siguro yung pageant ni baklang Thalia kasi sya naman yung Mama-san nung mga bangkerong yon.

Pero yung last yung plot about Alfred na mahal si Cecilia tapos si Cecilia nman jowa si Emman. It can exist on its own.

*spoiler alert*
kasi ganto yon, etong si Cecilia, tigang, gusto ng makipagsex kay Emman. Eh si Emman naman ayaw kasi sabi sa simula, binigyan daw sya ng babala ng mother nya bago namatay yun. Kaya ayaw nya munang magsiping sila. Eh nung 1st time magbooking ni Emman tapos hindi sya nilabasan parang nagkaintindihan sila sa libog ni Cecilia. Ayun mega petting na talaga! Eh nagkaron ng parang image flash si Emman kaya bumitaw sya sa scene at tinulak si Cecilia kaya nalaglag sya sa lapag.

Tapos next scene aalis na si Emman. Pero nung narinig nyang umaalingawngaw yung iyak ni Cecilia, bumalik sya ulet. Ayun, mega petting nah. Tapos napagtanto ni Cecilia na hindi si Emman yung kaulayaw nya, si Alfred. Pero sabi nga sa OV ni Emman, pag tinamaan ka na ng libog, kahit mali, gagawin mo.

Habang may hadahan mode na nangyayari, dumating yung tatay ni Cecilia. Tapos mega eksena na. Syempre mega palayas kay Alfred tapos mega cleasing effect para kasy Cecilia. Kesyo humingi daw sya ng tawad sa santo, tapos maglinis sya ng katawan kasi ang dumi na nya. Mga ganung kabobohan. Tinulak ni Cecilia yung tatay nya tapos mega takbo palabas habang umuulan. Ang ganda nung effect ng streetlights pwamis! kaso natepok yung scene sa pagluhod nya sa daan, halatang scripted eh. sayang. Anyway...

Pumunta si Cecilia sa bahay ni Alfred. Dun na sya nakatulog. Tapos dumating naman si Alfred, tapos yumakap sya kay Cecilia. Tapos dumating din si Emman. Dun nya inamin sa VO na mahal nya pareho si Cecilia at si Alfred. Ayun, after that Threesome na itu! Passion ang naramdaman ko! yun nah! After that scene nakatulog silang magkakayakap. Unfortuately dumating yung tatay ni Cecilia, at kinuha ang Sagwan ni Emman. THE END!

Gay lingo pala dun ang Phallus ang tawag ay Sagwan! Bongga!

Bakla! Baklang bakla! Bakla ang producer! Bakla ang Director! Bakla talaga! I LOVE IT!!!!

Nakakatuwa sya kasi it depicts talaga yung katotohanan sa mundo natin.

• Hindi uso ang spa sa Pilipinas. Massage Parlor ang uso saten!
  
• Maraming may kapit sa pulis kaya hindi nareraid yung mga illegal na establishments.
  
• May mga bading talagang diehard magmahal. Si Mama Orange sa film. Mama O for short!
  
• May bading din na mother figure sa iba. Si Mama O ulet.
  
• Pag nagustuhan ng isang bading ang isang boylet, nagiging generous itu! Wihi!
  
• May narerape talaga sa loob ng kulungan. Kaya ayokong makulong eh, baka mawarak ang erna ko noh!
  
• There exist a person na gusto ang lalake at babae.
  
• Pag nagdrugs ka, hindi mo maaalala ang mga ginawa mo pag high kana!
  
• Mahirap maging OFW ang isa sa parents mo. Maaring magloko yung naiwan dito sa Pilipinas.
  
• Maraming kabit ang ibang Generals at Mayors sa probinsya.
  

Gusto ko yung movie. As in gustong gusto. Napaisip kasi ako dun sa sinabi ng character ni Paolo Serano.

"Nararamdaman mo ba ang nararamdaman ko?"

Nakakaloka! Kasi I spoke of the same words before. Buti pa nga sya positive yung reaction saken nuon hindi eh. Pero nakamove on nako at ngayon ay stronger nah! Chos!
 
*spoler alert*
Yung sa huli pala hindi na pangbakla. Kaloka yung saksakan sa medyo to the end scene. At nakakaloka pa niligtas ni Mama O ang lahat ng mga masahista. Nagpakamatay ang loka habang yung bangkay nung mahal nya hawak nya. Pero alam nyo, nakakarelate ako may Mama O. Kasi feeling ko ako sya eh. Kasi ganun din siguro ang gagawin ko. To protect the masseurs at para matanggap na wala na yung mahal ko. kaloka si Mama O!
Watch out sa frontal nudity ng Frontal Nudity King na si Marco Morales! Inferness ah!

Ang sweet sweet ng dulo nito eto ang pic:


patakas na sila nyan after nung incident sa "spa". Holding hands! Ang sweet!

I was able to watch earlier another Queeriosity Project by Cris Pablo, its entitled Kabalintunaan: ang huling buntong hininga ng huling mamahalin.



Ewan ko. Feeling ko nabastusan ako. Feeling ko its a porn movie except na hindi lang pinapakita yung mga phallus. Below amateur pa nga eh. Obvious na obvious naman na peke yung pumping motion at ang jerjer thrusts. I feel like mas naging maganda siguro sya kung hindi puro supsupan, laplapan, hadahan, jerjeran, at hubad na katawan ang nakita ko.

*spolier alert*
It's a love story. Yung isang guy kasi may saket. Tapos yung jowa nya nag-aalaga sa kanya. Pag umaalis si jowa lagi daw nyang iniisip kung habang nagluluto daw ba yun ng pagkain, para sa sarili nya lang... Oh para din sa iba? Tapos may kasex nga ibang boylet si jowa. Sa next scene naman, iniisip ni guy na pag nasa trabaho ba si jowa, nagtratrabaho sya o may kalaguyo din sya dun? Sex scene nanaman with officemate. Tapos with another kalaguyo na sinunog yung mga memories nila after nila magsex. Tapos puro sex with other people na naman sa brick wall, sa forest, sa CR, at kung san san pa at iba't ibang lalake. Finally, nagsex din silang magjowa. After nun namatay na si guy. Si guy yung narrator actually. Sinasabi nya naman na binibigyan nya ng kalayaan si jowa na humanap ng iba kasi nga mamamatay na sya. Pero sabi daw ng jowa nya, "ikaw ang huli kong mamahalin". Ang drama diba!

Masyado maraming walang kwentang sex scenes! Paulet ulet lang naman! Laplapan! Supsupan! Ibababa ang brief! Hadahan! Palit position! Kung minsan may jerjer pah! Parang wala lang kasi sa context. Kung gusto kong manuod ng M2M edi magpoporn nalang ako. Para kasing walang saysay eh. Ang tagal nung sex scenes na parang wala namang sinificance. I have this feeling na parang yun lang talaga yung objective nung film. Magkaron ng sex scenes. Yung ibang queeriosity projects maganda naman like Boylets and Campus Crush. Baket kaya eto parang nabastusan lang ako?

Hindi din napapakita yung acting prowess nung mga actors. Kung makikipaghalikan sa same sex is acting nah... Well... kaya ko din yon! Wahahha! Sayang lang.

Nadisappoint din ako dun sa sex nung magjowa. Parang normal porn lang na hindi nakikita ang mga phallus. Wala akong naramdamang emotion. Kahit man lang sarap wala. Diba pag mahal mo yung isang tao at nakipagsex ka sa kanya its not just sex anymore. It's making love. Pero dun sa scene na yun, wala. Zero. Hindi ko naramdaman na mahal nila yung isa't isa. Basta tinoro lang nya tapos namatay na yung guy. Tapos.

Zero talaga. Sayang maganda sana yung concept. Binigyan lang sana ng deeper meaning. Ambabaw kasi eh. Hindi sya yung ineexpect ko after watching other queeriosity projects. Ayoko nalang magsalita baka malibel ako. Chos! whahahah!

Gusto ko magkaron ng ganito sa bahay namin! Yung lahat ng kaligayahan ko ibibigay! Bongga!

Naku! Nahilo nanaman ako! Kinilig din at the same time! Nafeature ko na dati itong si Ram Revilla dito sa blog ko. Eto ang link.

Pag dating ko sa blog ko, may nasight ako! naloka ako ng bongga! Muntik nko malalaglag sa upuan!


Hindi mo kilala si Ram Revilla? eto xa oh!

sya yan sa Kamandag!

Read mu ang previous post ko about him here.

Hmmp... medyo nawalan ako ng balita sa kanya for a while. Kung hindi sya pumunta dito sa blog ko, malamang ang huling balita ko sa kanya eh yung sa Tonyong Bayawak pah. Pero after nya magparamdam at nagresearch ako ng konti, tumakbo pala syang vice mayor ng Imus, Cavite. Unfortunately he didn't win. But it's Ok, tuloy pa din naman ang humanitarian endeavors nya. And he invited me to help out. Check this out!



Join po kayo sa Facebook Fanpage nya at makiinteract!


Aba teka! kinilig ata ako ng konti! whahahhah! Salamat po sa pagbati! =D

I write like
David Foster Wallace

I Write Like by Mémoires, Mac journal software. Analyze your writing!

Hindi ko sya knows eh!

This post is my ultimate message to a recently estrange friend.

"Hindi ko na kelangan pang mang-agaw ng jowa ng iba. Hindi ako isang ahas! Isa akong dyosa! Ang isang dyosa ay para sa isang dyos lamang! Tandaan mo yan! Adios!"

Akala ko, nawalan ako ng kaibigan dahil sa lalake! Nanghihinayang pa naman ako! Ngayon, patunayan ko na walang kasalanan ang lalake dito! Hindi ako pinapatulog ng isyung ito yun pala lahat ng to, kagagawan mo lang lahat! Ikaw ang puno't dulo ng problema na to!

Nagagalet ka kasi hindi ko sinasabi sayo ang mga deductions ko?! EH ANUNG GINAWA MO NUNG NALAMAN MO HA?! HINDI KA MAN LANG NAGTANONG NG MAAYOS! HINDI MO MAN LANG PINAEXPLAIN SAKEN NG MAAYOS! Lahat ng taong pinag-explain-an ko walang masamang masabi sa intent ko! Ikaw! PAGBIBINTANGAN MO KONG AAGAWIN KO ANG BOYFRIEND MO?! Hindi ako AHAS!!! OO! Pinagseselosan ako ng mga girlfriends ng mga close kong boys! Pero problema ng mga girlfriends nila yun dahil nagbibigay sila ng malisya! NGAYON IKAW PANG TINUTURING KONG PINAKAMALAPIT SAKEN MERONG MALISYA???!!! NAKAKASAKET KA NG DAMDAMIN! PARANG HINDI MO NAMAN AKO KILALA! Sinabi ko sayo face to face and eye to eye nung sinabi mong papaubaya mo sya sken!

"Hindi, ayoko, sayo sya eh, bat ko naman sya papatusin..."

SINABI KO YAN SA MUKHA MO NG MGA ALAS DOS NG MADALING ARAW!!! NAGSINUNGALING PA TAYO SA BOYFRIEND MO AT SINABI NATIN NA UMUWI KA NA!!! TAPOS GANYAN SASABIHIN MO SAKEN?! GRABEH KA MANG-INSULTO AH! Marami nakong narinig na insulto sa pangalan ko pero this one's tops the cake! Ang masakit pah! MALAPIT KONG KAIBIGAN ANG NAGSABI SAKEN!!!

Bakit kaya hindi ko naisip na agawin yang boyfriend mo ha? BAKIT KAYA??

For the record hindi lang ako ang nagsasabing IMMATURE ka! Marami kami nag-aagree dito! At hindi ito ang first time na sinabi ko ito! If you don't want to be called as such, then don't act like one! Yung simpleng pagtakbo mo sa problema ay sign pa din ng immaturity mo!

Bat kame napaparanoid eh dahil sbi mo mag-iisip ka??!!! Aba syempre! We are concerned! Nakakahurt lang eh mukhang wala ka din naman pakialam! Nga pala! Happy Monthsary! One month ka nang nagiisip! Tama yang ginagawa mo! MAG-ISIP KA! PAG-ISIPAN MO KUNG ANUNG GINAGAWA MONG MALI! MAG-ISIP KA NG BONGGANG BONGGA!

Hinihintay kong mahusgahan ka na nang ibang tao. kung kami ngang mga nakakakilala sayo eh natatakot kang husgahan ka. Pano pa kaya mga taong hindi ka kilala? Pag tinawag ka kayang BAKLA ano kayang mararamdaman mo? I may not think that your one of us but I'm sure thin headed people will stereotype you to be one.

Your "immature"-ish pride is your house of cards. With that, I will leave you to rot in your own backward world filled with negative thoughts of malice about the people who care about you. May you happy to be MISERABLE!

For the boyfriend
Our immediate circle already knows about this issue, I've talked to all of them and I received no negative feedback about your relationship. To put it simply, if it even matters, you have all of our blessing. I was very surprised when you told me "gusto ko lang matanggap ng mga taong mahal ng mahal ko".

For starters, I never disapproved about your relationship. If ever you had indications of that happening, kindly explain it to me. Next, I don't plan of stealing you from him. Like I always say when I'm sharing the story to our friends, "He's basically me only thinner and more manly". I just think I found a friend who I can share opinions with about politics, the economy, news, etc that is why it seems I'm so eager to talk to you always.

Whatever your impression of me the first time we met, That is me. You were never wrong about me. It's just sad that you think you made a mistake about who I am. But that is me. Not perfect, full of flaws just the way I like it.

I found these vids in youtube. Para tuloy gusto ko din magkaron ng twin! Wihi! Ang kulet eh! Watch!

Si Al Santos, Naalala ko sya kasi sya yung isa sa artista ng GROSSE POINTE. Pinalabas yun dati sa Studio 23 ng weekend, tas bigla din nawala agad kasi apparently tinanggal na din sya ng WB. Ang gwapo at ang hot ni Al Santos. Tapos virtually naked pa sya sa episodes lagi kaya naman super busog na busgog ang mga mata ko! Eh sadyang bata pa ako ng 2000 elementary pa, kaya naman uber flowing ang galak ko makakita lang ng boylalou na nakatopless at may mga abs at mastchels. Wihi! Etong vid na ito ay compilation ng mga scene ni Al sa Grosse Pointe. May nakita ba kayong itim? wihI!



Oh mga bakla! Do your homework nalang! Alam ko naman gusto mo pa makita si Al eh!

Nakakaloka naman si Bakla! From HS pa yung crush nya ah! Kamukha ni Ateng si Cogie Domingo ah! Infer! Kung acting lang talaga yan, naimpress nya ako! Pati yung nginig nginig factor!
Eh kung sinabi nalang nya kasi na He just wanted to get laid by that hunk, edi gora nah dba?!

Sorry mga teh ngayon ko lang nalaman eh! Super huli sa balita! IM HELLOVASHOCKED!!!!! Pero kudos sa kanya kasi diba nag-out na sya!

I think I'm in love with Steven Silva nah! He's a chef! Hindi ko alam yun! Grabeh na to! nalaman ko lang nung napanood ko syang nagguest sa Sarap at Home ni Sam Oh! Gosh!

Isa lang talaga ang criterion ko. Kelangan lang matalino. Pero sadyang kinikilig ako pag magaling sumayaw o kaya magaling magluto. AAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!! Grabeh ang knife action!

Hindi sya yung bet ko nung starstruck batch nila. Pero nung nalaman kong 3rd place na si Rocco sa boys, alam ko na sya na yung mananalo. Hindi kasi maganda yung pinakita ni Enzo that time eh. haaya kakilig si Steven! tas feeling ko pa ang sweet sweet nya! haaay!!

Ni post ko yung mga class pics ko nung elementary sa Facebook ko. At para makita ng sangmadlang classmates ko dati, ni-tag ko sila sa picture. Yung iba friend ko na sa FB, yung iba hindi pah. So nitry ko isearch yung namesung nila. Yung iba nakilala ko agad, at syempre ni-add kagad. Merong isa na talaga na hindi ko na kilala tapos nung mamukhaan ko, nahilo ako!




Yan ang profile pic nung nisearch ko ang pangalang Rainierr Chan. Nung tinignan ko yung profile nya, hindi ko sya nakilala. Para kasing iba yung mukha nya. Pero meron akong sinking feeling na sya yun. Kaya ni message ko sya.

Question: Are you Rainierr who before in Dr. Kwagson?

Tapos nun, I browsed his photos. Hindi ko talaga maconfirm na sya talaga si Rainierr na kakilala ko until I saw this pic!



ayan! ayan talaga yung mukhang naalala ko about sa 1st bestfriend ko! Yang mukhang yan na laging nakaastig face!

Nahilo ako! Nahilo ako ng bongga nung nakita ko yung mga pics na itu!













Naloka talaga ako! Eh mas magaling pa mag-Ten-Twenty saken dati yan eh! Ngayon Mhin na mhin nah! Pero I think Straight na sya after nya umalis ng Kwangson. OK lang naman sakin. I'm happy for the both of us kasi nalagpasan namin ang confusion stage.

At naalala pa daw nya ako! Nagreply kasi sya sa messages ko sa kanya. Ayun we exchanged a series of messages. Kamustahan, kamusta na si ganyan, nasan na mga classmates namin, etc. Sabi ko nga sa kanya, hilong hilo ako nung nakita ko sya! Super Transformation eh! Dati ako mataba, sya payat, ngayon, ako mataba pa din, sya HUNK nah! whahahah!

Eto fav pics ko!


Reminiscent? whahahah! Eto talaga ang naalala ko!


Model effect! love it!



He could pass for a foreign model


Kung hindi ko lang sya kilala, I'd say kikiligin ako!


ang gwapo. yun lang!

SHOCKS! Nakakamiss! Sana itext nya ako dahil mawawalan na kami ng communication pag hindi! Nahihilo pa din ako! whahhaah! PEACE XD