"If you love someone let him go, if he comes back he's yours"


Turning Tables
by Gwyneth Paltrow
Close enough to start a war
All that I have is on the floor
God only knows what we're fighting for
All that I say, you always say more

I can't keep up with your turning tables
Under your thumb, I can't breathe

So, I won't let you close enough to hurt me
No, I won't ask you, you to just desert me
I cant give you, what you think you gave me
It's time to say goodbye to turning tables
To turning tables

Under haunted skies I see ooh
Where love is lost, your ghost is found
I braved a hundred storms to leave you
As hard as you try, no I will never be knocked down

I can't keep up with your turning tables
Under your thumb, I can't breathe

So, I won't let you close enough to hurt me, no

I won't ask you, you to just desert me
I cant give you, what you think you gave me
It's time to say goodbye to turning tables
Turning tables

Next time I'll be braver
I'll be my own savior
When the thunder calls for me
Next time I'll be braver
I'll be my own savior
Standing on my own two feet

I won't let you close enough to hurt me, no
I won't ask you, you to just desert me
I cant give you, what you think you gave me
It's time to say goodbye to turning tables
To turning tables
Turning tables, yeah
Turning, oh


super naiyak ako sa kantang to na kinanta ni Gwyneth Paltrow sa latest episode ng glee. Ewan ko, para kasing may kurot. It's a song about saying goodbye, so that the person singing it will come back another time a better person.

Feeling ko, super saktong kantang to sa nararamdaman ko ngayon.

Close enough to start a war
All that I have is on the floor
God only knows what we're fighting for
All that I say, you always say more

Hindi lang close, halos naging war na talaga. Nilabas ko lahat ng nilalaman ng isip ko. Alam ko hindi ko binigay lahat pero alam kong yun ang mas nakakabuti. Nung sinubukan kong idefend ang sarili ko, may sinabi naman sya. Kaya I'll stop with the turning of tables.

So, I won't let you close enough to hurt me
No, I won't ask you, you to just desert me
I cant give you, what you think you gave me
It's time to say goodbye to turning tables
To turning tables

*PAK!* sapul! mahirap maging protector ng sarili mong puso. Gagawin mo lahat para maiwasan masaktan ng grabeh kahit pa ang tanging paraan lang ay saktan ang puso mo ng bahagya para mas maging matatag ka pa sa susunod.

Under haunted skies I see ooh
Where love is lost, your ghost is found
I braved a hundred storms to leave you
As hard as you try, no I will never be knocked down

Nagawa ko na to. Nitry kong maging matatag para hindi ako masaktan pa at hindi din makasakit. Nagipon ako ng lakas ng loob para sabihin yung kasinungalingan na it's all for the better. Pinaniwala ko yung sarili ko na ganun nga.

Next time I'll be braver
I'll be my own savior
When the thunder calls for me
Next time I'll be braver
I'll be my own savior
Standing on my own two feet

I think I'm braver now to take the risk. I'm braver to tell what I really feel. Now I am braver to openly say that yes... I do.
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