I'm the one who created this illusion. And now I'm destroying it. I've started to burn it in its funeral pyre and it won't be long before the fire totally succumbs this illusion to ashes. I have made so many sacrifices. I have made so many efforts. I've given so much already but it seems that these are still not enough.

I'm just tired. I'm just SO TIRED. I'm tired of competing and fighting for my place. I'm fed up of trying to win you. I'm fed up of giving you everything. I'm fed up of understanding our relationship. I'm so FED UP! FED! UP!

I am now looking away, for myself. I'm walking, bit by bit, these steps of redemption. Redemption that will secure my heart in a safe place. A place where this heart is guarded and well taken care of. Care that you were selfish to give this passed few weeks. Weeks that have tormented me, given me pain. Pain that squeezed these tears that are falling from my eyes. Eyes that are looking away this very moment, walking away...

Slowly melting... Slowly... Defenses Down... Slowly... Slowly... tears... your face fading... blurring... and passion... disappearing... Goodbye...

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