I dedicate this post to my self.
I.
Crack!
Little hisses
creating lines in turtle speed
showing jagged reflections
One more second
this high velocity bullet
will pummel through
destroying this delicate membrane
Crash!
Once more
this mirror has been shattered
pieces above ground
II.
My shoulders sagged
As if 1000 Tera Newtons
delivered its force to it
a big burden
My smile vanished
evaporated even
my facial muscles moved
forming what they called a frown
My mind rippled
like a single drop
on still water
entropy exploded
III.
My eyes blinded
filled with ghostly tears
blown away by that wind
cold cold wind unfelt by others
I felt like I was dying
slowly... siphoning my strength
Stabbed once with shear force
that eradicated my totality
I melded in the shadows
dare not let my face show
in this complete darkness
I shall water the earth.
Etong poem nato clearly describes what I felt yesterday. I: when I heard the news; II: when I was walking home; III: while on my bed with the moonlight on my face.
Alam na ni Kuya Cachi. Alam na nyang active member ako ng SIKLAB, which in turn implies na AKLAS ako. AKLAS is the prime opposition party of LAKAS coalition, of which all of the Central Council officers and staffs are from. OK naman daw sa kanya, he said that very casually as if it didn't matter. Siguro sa kanya, sa akin... OO!
Tatlong tao lang ang pinagsabihan ko tungkol sa affiliation ko with SIKLAB: Si Mon, si Jarry, at si Onyong. At napakasaket kasi kung sino pa yung pinakapinagkakatiwalaan ko sa kanilang tatlo siya pa yung nagsabi kay Kuya Cachi. Si Jarry...
Alam ko namang loyal sya sa LAKAS. Sinabi ko din yun sa dati kong post. Walang kasalanan si Jarry dahil kasalanan ko lahat ng ito. Kasalanan ko dahil umasa din ako na hindi nya sasabihin kahit kanino. Kasalanan ko kasi nag-ilusyon ako na in the future kung malalaman na ng Executive Board ang affiliation ko, si Jarry ang unang magtatanggol sa akin. Ilusyonada! Che! Pero kahit paulit-ulit na ididildil ng utak ko na ako ang may kasalanan hindi pa din tumitigil ang mga mata ko sa pagluha. I just can't stop crying. I just can't.
Hindi ko alam kung pano ako babalik sa Council. Normal lang ba, o babalik ako sa katulad dati na mailap? Gustong gusto kong itanong kay Kuya Cachi kung kailan pa sinabi sa kanya ni Jarry, at kung pano sinabi ni Jarry. Pinagtanggol nya ba ako? O talagang ok lang kay Kuya Cachi? Gusto kong malaman! Pero kahit malaman ko pa. Sinabi na rin nya. Wala na ring kwenta. Haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaayyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!!!!!!!!! :'(
Once a mirror has been shattered, even if you make it whole again, still the cracks remain. - Wilberchie
Wilberchie
Professional Profile
Wilberchie is a licensed Chemical Engineer and is having the time of his life as a Human Resource Training Associate in the Petroleum Industry. He dabbles in both Technical and Creative aspects of the position that include: Events Planning and Execution, Creative digital media, Industrial Psychology and Organizational Development, Soft skills Training, Low to High level Presentations, and Creative and Technical Writing.
As a former Integrated Management Systems Engineer, he is well acquainted with the processes of QEHS under ISO 9001, 14001, and BS OHSAS 18001 including HIRAC, MOC, legal requirements, and document management.
As a continuing service to society, Wilberchie serves as the Legal Adviser of SIKLAB and a speaker in Technical Writing, Public Speaking, and Confidence Building.
Student
Wilberchie was a student-leader from the University of Santo Tomas and took up BS Chemical Engineering. He served: as a volunteer teacher for 3 years before being promoted as Project Director of Thomasian Project 4 for two years; as one of the founding members of SIKLAB - Samahan ng mga Inhinyerong Kumikilala sa Lakas ng Bawat isa, and served as its founding Legal Officer and held the position for three years; the UST Chemical Engineering Society in a variety of committee positions and was a consistent member of the Cultural Committee; as one of the brains behind the foundation of the SIKLAB ChE Affiliate, ALCHEMY - Alliance of Chemical Engineering Youth.
Wilberchie is a proud member of the online LGBT group, Rainbow Bloggers Philippines.
Wilberchie is a licensed Chemical Engineer and is having the time of his life as a Human Resource Training Associate in the Petroleum Industry. He dabbles in both Technical and Creative aspects of the position that include: Events Planning and Execution, Creative digital media, Industrial Psychology and Organizational Development, Soft skills Training, Low to High level Presentations, and Creative and Technical Writing.
As a former Integrated Management Systems Engineer, he is well acquainted with the processes of QEHS under ISO 9001, 14001, and BS OHSAS 18001 including HIRAC, MOC, legal requirements, and document management.
As a continuing service to society, Wilberchie serves as the Legal Adviser of SIKLAB and a speaker in Technical Writing, Public Speaking, and Confidence Building.
Student
Wilberchie was a student-leader from the University of Santo Tomas and took up BS Chemical Engineering. He served: as a volunteer teacher for 3 years before being promoted as Project Director of Thomasian Project 4 for two years; as one of the founding members of SIKLAB - Samahan ng mga Inhinyerong Kumikilala sa Lakas ng Bawat isa, and served as its founding Legal Officer and held the position for three years; the UST Chemical Engineering Society in a variety of committee positions and was a consistent member of the Cultural Committee; as one of the brains behind the foundation of the SIKLAB ChE Affiliate, ALCHEMY - Alliance of Chemical Engineering Youth.
Wilberchie is a proud member of the online LGBT group, Rainbow Bloggers Philippines.
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2 comments:
my loyalty to my party ends, when my loyalty to my country begins...
lagi mo yan tandaan. sa pulitika, kung nasa puso ng isang tao ang tunay na serbisyo, walang parti-partido.
ako affiliated din ako as LAKAS knowing na taga AB ako at GAP na dating member ng LAKAS na basta mahabang story...
asa puso ang serbisyo. balik ka sa council, wala naman na sa kanila yan kung saang partido ka nagmula, basta ba ang interest ng pinagsisilbihan ninyo ang nasa layunin niyo ng pagtatao sa council, kebs sa pol party.
yep... Tsaka aminado rin sila na indispensible ako for the moment. Like I sed b4 sa kanila. Ang battle ko ay sa Engineering.
Tsaka kung mabait sila sken mabait din ako sa kanila.
Pero isa lang ang pinepressure ko sa kanila. Dapat makapagproduce yung affiliate ng LAKAS sa Engineering ng Legal Officer na ipantatapat nila sken.
Xet ang yabang ko! whahahah!
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