The transvestite episode
Last night's episode of CSI really made an impact on me. In the sate of Nevada, a gay can be turned to a girl. But there is a law there that governs that privilege. The candidate must go into a one year program of taking pills, voice modulation, living as a girl those sort of things. Actually what really hit me was when Grisom said this.

"People tend to confuse gays sexual obsession with sex..."

It's really a big issue for me because I'm not really into having sex now. It's just that most people (especially boys) would think that the only reason that I want to get close to them is because I want to suck their dicks or have their dick in my ass. I mean, I have a brain behind these eyes. I'm not your ordinary gay. okay.