David Archuleta

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Photobucket David Archuleta is my bet for the American Idol Season 7 title. Although I want Ramielle Malubay to win the title too, I cannot hide the fact that David is much better of a musician. It is a singing contest after all, David and Ramielle are both young and charismatic. They can easily get votes just by their looks. So it all boils down to the musicality, but David for me stilll has the greatest vocals in the competition. Go David! If only I can vote for you!

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The Rape of Tonying: the author's view.

The rape of Tonying is a short story I wrote for my entry in the Ustetika. Ustetika is the annual Literary award of the Varsitarian, UST paper.

The lead characters Tonying, and Fred were based on my personality.

Tonying, my more vocal, adventurous, and more aggressive side.
Fred, my shy, calm, down-to-earth side.

Although both characters have different personalities, they have one thing in common, they like to be around with people. The caring Tonying, who likes to be around with his love, Kindred; The fragile Fred, who always look up to Tonying.

Around that time, I'm really against those Fraternities. I just couldn't make up a rationale for the cause. So I decided to write about what I think in the form of a story.

no matter how many people criticize my work. I'm still proud of what I wrote in "The Rape of Tonying". It really showcased my views regarding the issue.

Punyeta!

Punyeta! Napakainsensitive nyo! Hindi nyo man lang pinakiramdaman kung anong nararamdaman ko at kung anong nararamdaman ni Whel!

Hinding hindi ko na kayo hahayaan pakialaman ang buhay ko! Yun na ang huling beses! Dahil yang huling beses na yan sinira nag araw ko!

Hindi na kayo nahiya kay Whel! Pinapunta punta nyo yung tao, hindi nyo rin naman pla pagbibigyan! Ano bang pinunta natin dun ha?! Diba tatambay sa wall?! HINDI MAGDOTA! HINDI! ANG PINAGUSAPAN, TATAMBAY SA WALL SA HARAP NG MANILA BULLETIN! ANG SABI NYO SANDALI LANG TAYO! ANG SABI NYO DADAAN LANG TAYO!

Punyeta! Ang sabi ko ayokong maglaro! Hindi kayo nag papigil! Hindi nyo man lang pinakiramdaman ang nararamdaman ko! Nagmamakaawa pa kayo! Leche! Naglaro lang ako dahil nakikisama ako! Ang sabi nyo half hour lang tayo! Anong petsa na tayo natapos!? Lagpas Alas-otso nah! Ang sabi ko uuwi nako after nung game! Kya wag kayong manginaso!

isa pah! Hindi nyo pinakiramdaman kung nararamdaman ni Whel! Ok, alam kong hindi nyo alam yung nangyari kaninang hapon! Saken lang naman nya yun nakwento. Pero sana naman nung nag-aya sya for another game, pinagbigyan nyo! Wala naman syang ginawa nung umupo sya sa tabi ko! Hindi sya nakapagaudition, wala syang naaccomplish whatsoever sa computer shop! Tapos nung nag-aaya sya hindi nyo pinagbigyan!? Eh kahit ako nabadtrip sa ginawa nyo! Hindi na nga naging maganda ung naging araw nung tao lalo nyo pang sinira!

It was supposed to be a day to unwind! Unwind sa mga problema sa school at pamilya! Alam nyo ba kung baket gusto kong tumambay sa wall?! Dahil wala akong oras pumunta dun! Dahil hindi ako madalas makapunta dun! Dahil nageenjoy akong humiga habang sinasampal ng hangin ang pisngi ko! Hindi nyo man lang naisip yon!?




Kinocondemn mo si Jebs dahil selfish sya! Sino ngayon ang selfish ha?




Akala ko pa naman mapapatawad na kita sa kasalanan mo! Hindi pala! Isa ka pang insensitive! Leche! Sana sinabi mo na gusto mo palang magdota para hindi na kita pinasama! Punyeta ka!




Ewan ko, nakakakinis! Alam kong minsan ka nalang namen makasama, pero minsan nalang din akong pumunta sa wall. Hindi nyo pa ako napagbigyan!




Ikaw, napakainsensitive mo! Ang kapal pa nang mukha mong itanong kung anong problema ni Whel? Bat hindi mo tinanong sarili mo ha? Wait! Alam ko sagot dyan! Dahil ang galing galing mong gawin ang mga gusto mo! Lahat kami naiinis na syo dahil napakaselfish mo! PUNYETA! Tapos lahat nang nakakasama mo nahahawa na syo! Kung may lakad pala kyo ng pinsan mo, dapat hindi ka na nagpumilit pang sumama! dapat hindi ka naman talaga dapat kasama! Hindi nakalagay dun sa Bulletin board yung isa pang message! Ang sumulat nyan si Averi!

Announcement lang....

May Sleepover daw tau sa sunday... feb.24,2008 (sunday...)

since walang pasok sa monday... hehe..
Naruto and Bleach Mania tau sa PS 2!!
tapos movie marathon!!!!

then sa thursday pala... (feb.20, 2008)
mag-intra daw sa hapon...

sumama ang mga pwede...


by the way... maiwan daw pala ung kung sino man un.. (no offense... nagsasabi lang ng totoo...)


(makipag-inuman nalang sya dun sa mga kaibigan nya sa F.E.U. o kaya dun sa mga taga Comp. Shop.. total masaya na naman sya eh.. kami naman ang mgsasaya ngayon...)

CC:Whil,Whel,Av and Ghie.....

ayan ang sinabi dun sa isang message!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! BASAHIN MO PAULIT ULIT! ISAKSAK MO SA KOKOTE MO!




Wala nah! Wala nang magiging outing na kasama ako! Kung gusto nyo umalis! Umalis kayo! Wala na kayong paki sa buhay ko! Dun kayo sa kanya! Tutal hilig nyo magdota! MAGDOTA NALANG KAYO! WAG NA KAYONG MAGSIPASOK! MAGDOTA KYO! PUNYETA! DOTA!

Si Albert may saket

Kanina hindi pumasok si Albert. Kahapon nung nasa shop kame, inuubo na sya. Hindi ko alam kung pano sya nagkaron ng bug basta kanina hindi na sya nakapasok.

Pumunta ako sa bahay niya para ihatid yung mga quizzes na binalik kanina. Antagal nga nya akong pag buksan ng pinto. Well, hindi nya siguro inexpect na pupunta ako. Hindi rin naman kasi ako nagtext sa kanya.

Tinanong ko syempre kung ayos lang sya. Ok naman daw. Uminom na ba sya ng gamot? Uu daw. Nakita ko pa nga yung wrapper ng Tuseran Forte na ubos nah.

Magulo na naman yung kwarto nya. Yung Cabinet na inayos ko noon, sabog sabog na naman yung mga undies nya. Ang daming sapatos na nagkalat. Yung mga pantalon nya nakalapag kung saan saan. Yung isang orange T-shirt na lukot lukot nasa may sofa bed, sininghaan daw nya yun.

Tumambay din muna ako dun. Naghugas ng pinggan. Nag-ayos ayos kahit papano. Tinanong ko din kay Whel kung every what interval yung paracetamol. 4 hrs nga daw pagkumpirma nya.

Mga 4 something pm, nagpasya nako bumili ng tinapay tsaka gamot. Bumili ako ng Gamot dun sa may pharmacy sa lacson. Bumili ako ng 10 biogesic tsaka isang maliit na vics. Bumili naman akong Tasty Bread sa may bakery sa likod ng Suites. May palaman naman kasi si Albert so hindi nako bumili.

Pag kauwe ko sakto tumawag si Whel. Nasagot ko ang tawag nya. Tapos nagsimula na kaming kumain ni Albert. Konti lang kinain ko ah! Mga 3 loaves of bread lang! Pero infairness ang sarap nung palaman ni Albert.

Mga around 5 pinainom ko na sya ng gamot. At pinagbilinan magpalagay nung vics ointment sa girlfriend nya na pupunta mamaya. Ako na nga sana maglalagay kaso baka ano pa isipin nya.

Umalis nako, matapos ko damhin yung noo nya.

Crying

Kaninang madaling aarw nung maglalaro sana kami ng playstation. I heard sa 3rd floor twice, some kind of a crying sound. It's a girl. I'm sure of it. But I didn't get that chilly feeling eh. Basta I heard it lang.

Overnight ulet

Kagabe nagovernight ulet si Whel at Av sa house. Wala naman masyadong nangyari. Usual. tulog si Av, kami ni Whel nagkwekwentuhan. Killer lang talaga yung mga questions ni Av.

Sino ang top 5 na love mong tao aside from relatives and family.
Syempre si Whel sumagot. Pero sympre ang awkward nga naman kung nakatop diba? kaya wala nang top, tapos wala din hard feeling kung wala ka sa list.

Kay Whel, si Shelby, si Ginnie, si Stephen, si Denise, at ako daw.
Sken naman, Si Albert, Si Sir Raniel, Si Hesed, Si Whel, tska si Papa Eug

Habang nagkwekwentuhan kami ni Whel, natutulog na si Av. Natulog kami ni Whel mga past 6 am nah.

We slept, I woke up arond 8:30 am. They twosleepy heads woke up around noon already.

Chilly...

Yesterday, I felt really scared. It was about Albert again. It seems that my earlier post about his condition was wrong. It is not muscle strain. It, I'm afraid, is graver than I thought.

He narrated to me yesterday that there was this incident that he slipped and fell his back 1st onto an edge of a wood with a triangular shape. It hit him near the base of his spine. He said that, it was reddish and has a triangular shape. It really was a pain. It took 5 months before the redness disappeared. He didn't go to the doctor and had it checked. he just drank milk everyday and he was fine.

I'm really scared. It's really abnormal for your spine to hurt when doing extrenous activities a few times a week. He doesn't want to have his back X-rayed. Haaaaay. I'm really terrified.

Furious and Frustrated

First of all, I want to express my resentment towards the Chemical Engineering Society for assigning us two major activities in the the Engineering Week Program. The parade and the Variety show presentation.

I am resentful because:
They planned for a plant visit when THEY assigned to us the parade. Yes, every Engineering parade there must be a gimik. But, they said that we MUST do it because WE will represent the whole Chemical Engineering family. Assigning us to take charge of the parade and planning for the plant visit which gave us a short amount of time to prepare for the parade. Also, we didn't get any financial support, since, WE are representing the Chemical Engineering family, I think it would have been wise since they didn't offer support for manpower and creativity, they could have at least offer to shoulder the expenses. The thing is they are expecting us to win. (And we did!)

Also, assigning us the variety show is really unfair. We are just third year students, although we are capable of doing the show, that was to represent again the whole Chemical Engineering family. So since we are the baby members of the department, guidance from our kuyas and ates would have been the best. Dapat sila ang nag-ga-guide sa amin. Hindi yung pinapa-solo flight nila samen yung mga activities.

There was this Audio Visual Presentation before the variety show. It serves as the introduction for the department. Madam Rachelle asked me to do it. Actually, she said that it is a flash presentation. I objected because why on earth did they assigned that to us? Later I found out that WE were assign to handle the variety show. I responded violently and asked Madam why is that so. She said that the 4th year and 5th years were given the Documentary for the docufest. Like hello? the Docufest was already over that time! So I'm sure that the 4th and 5th years aren't doing anything. It was really frustrating that we have to do everything on our own.



I express my resentment too for the Engineering Student Council (ESC), for cutting off our presentation.

It's not our fault that the General Information Quiz Challenge (GIQC) will have overtime. If it's the case, the variety show should have been started ASAP! In the middle of our dance number, they cut off the music with Katrina Corpus on the front saying "we had to cut it overtime na." What's a mere 5 mins? It was a rush presentation adn they cut it off. they didn't say that the AVP was part of the fifteen minutes. I made the AVP to run in less than 1 min. I made the AVP, I danced, I prepared form y role as cleopatra. And then they just cut it off. I also did the background sounds. They just wasted all my efforts!

GRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!

Homophobia

Read this article.

I love it!

Relief!

I was at Albert's place then, I think it was some time 3 months ago, he confessed that sometimes when he plays volleyball, the base of his spine hurts. Naturally, as a friend, I became concerned. I asked him if he already went to X-ray, he said not yet and has no plan to. And I reasoned out so many things so that he will agree to getting an X-ray. We even talked about him being impotent because he will be paralyzed. (Sayang naman yung magiging inaanak ko, gwapo pa naman yun...)

Today, February 17, ChES volleyball will have a game. Last night I was really uneasy, because I kept thinking about his spine. So I texted my brother, who is a doctor, and ask if what is the probable condition if one's base of the spine is experiencing pain. He said, obesity, scoliosis, kidney problems, are among the the possible conditions. Obviously, obesity is out of the question, ang yummy kaya ni Albert.So to narrow it down, I narrated to my brother that the pain is only experienced while playing volleyball. So finally, we're down to two conditions: Muscle strain; and herniated disc.

I know what muscle strain is. It is the sudden stretch of the muscle when doing a extreneous act. It took a while to figure out the herniated disc. Hernia is a protrusion of an organ to a cavity; A disc is a single bone of the backbone. Yung backbone parang ice cream yan, patong patong na scoop, isang scoop ay isang disc. Finally, I ruled out the herniated disc because I know for a fact that Albert doesn't have a bulge on his back.

It is just Muscle strain, which is logical considering that he likes to sleep and slack off. It really fits the puzzle.

I'm feeling total relief!

The Sign

Many people are curious about the sign.

Well, I don't know what came over me. When I woke up on the 10th of February,I just felt THE "need". The need of the girl side of me. The need to be special and cared about. I don't know. But I didn't expect too much from the people around me. So it don't really matter now.

Like I said to Whel, the sign is not a person or a thing. It is something to be done.

The sign is, treating me special on Valentine's Day.

Sounds desperate? I think not!

I never wanted a date. For me, it's the simple things that matter. It could be offering me to eat out, could be by giving me the last candy from his pocket, the last banana of his bananacue, the warm presence that he offers. A simple sincere smile.

But I never saw the sign. An evidence of my own weakness.

Top 5: Tutuban food.

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Top 5: Tacos nung isang stand na nakalimutan ko yung pangalan.
Nawala na kasi yung stand na yun eh. It costs 20 pesos

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Top 4: Shawarma Special
Kumain ako neto kahapon. 45 pesos. Masarap kumain dun mismo sa place kung san mo binili, unlimited chili and garlic sauces.

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Top 3: Gyoza
Sa may Samurai Foods. Masarap sya. 35 pesos.

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Top 2: Hash Brown
Hash brown ng potato corner na palipat-lipat ng corner kya hindi mo na sya mahanap ngayon. 27 pesos.

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Top 1: Takoyaki
Sa Samurai foods ulet. Masarap sya. dapat kainin pagmalamig nah. Kasi ang takoyaki kinakain nang buo. OK? 28 pesos.

RUSH POSTER!

Grabeh! Super rush yung paggawa ko ng poster kanina. Kanina lang sinabi saken eh. Tapos natpos ko din sya kanina. Eto ang finish product.

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Maganda ba?

Top Picks: Fried tusok tusok and the like

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Top 5: Kikiam
Grabeh. Pag gutom ka at wala kang budget, swak na swak sayo sa pagkain ng Kikiam. Hindi lang dahil mura, may masarap na sauce ang mga tindahan na talagang hahanap hanapin mo.

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Top 4: Kwek Kwek
May memories ako sa food na ito. Nung high school kasi, after dance practice or during pag break namin, eto ang pinakamurang mabibili mo sa labas ng HCCS.

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Top 3: Fried Siomai
Medyo sosyalin ang pagkaing ito. medyo may kamahalan na din dahil I'm sure hindi ka pa solve sa 1 order na 4 pieces. Pero masarap naman.

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Top 2: Pig's heart
Maraming hindi nakakaalam na may street food na ganito. Medyo konti lang naman talaga ang gumagalang may ganitong tinda. Sa lasa medyo manamis namis sya kasi dahil sa binababad sa something yun. Eto ang pinakamurang street food hanggang sa ngayon dahil 50 cents pa ren ang presyo nito.

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Top 1: Calamares
Biglang nagboom ang street food nato. Naadik din talaga ako dito. Sobra! As in everyday ako kumakain!

Albert's World inside Wilberchie's world

I never got over the fact that he is still important to me. I can't let go of him. I just can't do it. I don't know.

When I went back to his place after a long time. I was flooded by so many memories: Of the boy that I once loved like a little brother; of the boy that I hated because of being insensitive; of the boy that was wearing rubber shoes, pants, and polo shirt at that time. Of the boy I knew as Albert.

It was really a usual thing for me to clean up the place because before, I always do that whenever I'm there. The place was usually filthy. It's a boy's room after all. But I always loved to clean the place up. I will never be fed up of doing it. His electrical bill was still not paid. I remember that there was a time that he was sick, and I decided not to attend my Chemistry class to pay at the MERALCO station near the WELCOME Rotonda. I stayed with until I'm convinced that he is ok without me there.

I believe that our relationship will revert back to its original splendor. I'll admit that right now, I always have that invisible wall. I know that he has one ever since our friendship began, and so now, I decided to do it too. Because I don't know if I can bear that much pain anymore.

Right then, after returning from the bus tour trip, after cleaning the sink. Looking at Albert closely, silently. It made me realize, that my life would have never been like this if it hadn't for him. I would have never been more mature if it weren't for the bitterness and pain that I felt because of his insensitivity, I would never have been more mature than ever. I would never have been strong like I am today. That's what I thought when I was at the door, looking back at his half asleep face.

*SMILE*

I'm a thief

I stole something. Well, it's not something valuable. I'm sure that it would not be noticed missing.

I went home, that's the only time that it sank within me. I stole it. With full knowledge and intent.

When I hold it, I remember the times that were close. When I hug it, warm feeling envelops me. When I smell it, I go insane. It's like my dose of daily ecstacy.

I always bring it with me wherever I go. I sort of treat it like a lucky charm. But I can't get over the fact that I still stole it.

Bukas nah!

Bukas na ang una at huling araw ng paghihintay! Pag dumating ung sign na hinihintay ko. I'll be in service to that guy forever! Kung wala. Okay lang! Whahahahha!

Pepsi Plant visit a.k.a. THE BUS TOUR!

Our call time was 5:30 am. When Albert and I arrived at the meeting place. A handful of people were already there. Usual. I'm lively even with lack of sleep. One by one, the population of those waiting for the trip grew. It was very irritating that the officer in charge of that activity came at around 6:30 am. 1 hr late of the agreed call time. Most of us stayed the night with friends who live near UST for that trip, to be able to meet up with the call time, but the organizers had not even give a thought of that. Jerk!

The 1st announcement was we were to leave at exactly 7:20am. The time passed, and we were still not embarking the buses. We left passed 8:00 am already. Well, it would not have been very frustrating if they just gave us a much later call time, since we were to leave late. We waited for hours, and most of us lacked sleep. It is so very unprofessional.

We went to a Pepsi Packaging plant. Well I can say that the tour sucked! Not only that we were not oriented properly by the guide, we couldn't hear a thing of what she says! The fun thing we did was to drink free mountain dew and take pictures!

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Before the tour

After the tour
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at the water treatment facility

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KULITAN!

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Drinking the free Mountain dew


The best part of the trip was when we were at the bus. We ate so many things, tikoy, bread, chip, and other things. Most of the kulitan happened here. We sang songs, we thought of so many things, We made fun of Berna. Ansaya!
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We had a stop over at Metropolis mall in Alabang. We were to eat lunch at the Jollibee branch there. It was part of the Php 250 that we paid for the trip. While the rest of the gang was eating. I went to the third floor and played Paraparaparadise! Pics courtesy of Patty! Thanks Patty!

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We were supposed to go to another plant. But the traffic was out of league, and if we go to the plant we would be late for the scheduled tour. So we decided not to proceed and return back to UST. Refund! wahhaah!

In general the tour SUCK! But the smiles and bonding moment with 3ChE-A ROCK!

Albert's World: Returning home

After the trip, we went back to Albert's place. I hastily wash the pans, dishes, spoon, forks, and glasses that we used earlier. Albert walked towards the sofa bed, positioned the fan so it faces him turned it on, and laid down. He was, for me, in a very awkward position. His head on one end, his back lying angled on the back of the sofa bed, his right foot extended towards the other end of the sofa bed, and another one was firmly on the floor. He was trying to rest because of his lack of sleep. "Iwanan mo na yan dyan." Albert sleepily said. The usual, I ignored him. He changed position while his eyes were closed.

After doing the dishes, I approached the double decker bed. I kissed my children Nomil and Eljhay. I immediately packed my things. I decided to clean up before I leave. I went to the bathroom sink. I noticed two empty sticks of Old Spice deodorant near the mirror. "Ano ba naman yan, ba't hindi pa itapon to? Ano to collection?" I ranted. I took the sticks and put them inside the nearby trash can. I returned to the sink and began arranging the soaps, toothpastes, the glass with the shave and toothbrushes. I went inside the shower area and found his dirty shorts and undies. I took it from the hanging bar. I 1st went back to my bag because I was expecting a text from Whel. After replying to Whel's text, I put the dirty clothes inside the paper bag with the filthy clothes. My next target were the DVDs by the TV. "Wag mo na ayusin yan, pag umalis ka naman magugulo uli yan." Albert again, with eyes closed, sleepily grunted. Ignore.

I sat down on the bed. I looked at Albert. He changed his position ones more, still trying to sleep. I looked at him very fervently. It seems as though I have nothing to do there anymore, I decided to leave the place. I caressed his hair while saying, "Albert, alis nako ah." He instantly replied a nod.

I opened the door. Look at Albert one last time. Smiled. And closed the door.

I was then off to DC-link.

Para Para!

Albert's World: Overnight and Morning preparation

Feb. 9, 2008. I never thought that a thing like that can happen. I, staying over at Albert's place. ALONE. Before when I used to go there, his cousin, Kuya Empoy, is with him. But that time, Kuya Empoy was not there. When I asked where is the guy, Albert said, "Nagtatago, labasan na kasi ng results ng Exam sa Nursing. Eh pang 3rd time na nya". So I put my bags down on the side and began looking around. The place was literally, a boy's room. The place was really a mess. His cabinet was open with clothes scattered inside and outside of it. His dirty clothes laid on the floor at the bottom of the cabinet. DVDs unorganized beside the TV. His books all scattered on the table. Well, I can say, it was bit cleaner now that it used to be. Wahahahhah. Mas madumi pa yun dati.

He took off his shirt. (So he took off his shirt in front me, big deal!). I went back to my bag to give him his present. It's a boxer brief from bench. "Hindi ko to susuotin ngayon." he said. "Sino naman nagsabing susuotin mo yan ngayon?" I countered. "Sabi mo dati gusto mong makitang suot ko pag binigay mo?" "Hindi ka naman mabiro." "Uyy! Pwede!" he exclaimed after seeing the undie in an open fashion.

I examined his cabinet. It was really a mess. I began organizing his clothes. His cabinet has a hanging space and two drawers at the bottom. So the Hanging space is where his hangs his uniforms, pants and jackets. The below it is where he stores his shirts and sandos. The 1st drawer is the undies drawer and the bottom one is for shorts and other garments."Anong susuotin mo bukas?" I asked. He showed me his white 07-08 ChES Shirt. "Eh pants?" I added. "Basta dyan, kitang kita ko naman yan kahit magulo." "Nasan?" I persistently asked. He took one of his pants that is below the hanged clothes. I took both the pants and the ChES shirt from him and placed them in a hanger and hanged them on the left most side of the cabinet. I shoved the hangers on the right, he suddenly exclaimed, "Wag mong ganyanin, baka malukot!" I didn't listen of course, what a silly thing to say! I noticed that he still has more closet space. I began analyzing the hanged clothes. I figured that not all of them are Albert's because there was a Nursing uniform hanging in there. So I segregated his clothes from his cousins asking him if it was his or not. I put his uniforms on the right most, followed by his jackets, then his cousins clothes. Next, his shirts. I instantly noticed all the white shirts there. I know that he is wearing white shirts as undershirt for his uniform. I folded them and stacked them neatly onthe left side. I took out all of the other clothes on that part, and arranged them. So the 1st column was the white shirts and sandos. The next column was colored shirts. On to the 1st drawer. I somehow made it much neater. I arranged all of his undies in a manner that one will not be lost inside. All the while I was doing that, he was changing for some more comfortable clothes. The 1st drawer was the one that is open when I arrived there. I shut it in making the place a bit tidy. The 2nd drawer was neat, maybe because he doesn't open it often. On the floor beside the cabinet, was his dirty clothes. I knew it was dirty because that's the place were he threw the shirt he took off earlier. He emerged wearing shorts and sleeveless thin shirt. I asked him if where was his dirty clothes basket. He said he left it in Bataan. I don't want to leave those clothes there on the floor and struggled to find a solution. He tried to take the dirty clothes away from me, but I was too persistent. He then took out a paperbag, and put his dirty pants there, and I also put the rest of his dirty clothes there. I went to lavatory and saw his pants there. I took his pants, and pulled out his belt. "Magbebelt kaba bukas?" "Oo" he replied. I also hanged his belt on the same hanger I used for the clothes he will use tomorrow which is placed at the left most corner of his now organized cabinet.

"San ako matutulog?", I asked as I sat down on the bottom bed of a double decker, while slipping out my babies, Nomil and Eljhay. He said, "Dito." pointing towards a red sofa bed. He fixed the sofa bed for me and said, "Dito sa ilalim yung kumot at sapin, baka kasi gusto mo nang kumot." facing his cabinet. But he took the bed sheet himself and gave it to me. I had a puzzled look on my face As I reach out for the blue bed sheet/blanket, I said, "Parang di mo naman ako kilala, hindi naman ako maselan sa ganyan, taga-tondo kaya ako." "malay ko ba kung sanay kang matulog na may kumot, kasi yung iba ganun." defending himself. I sat down on the sofa bed, put my babies down, and went back to my bag to get my charger. To my suprise, it's not there, then I remembered that I took it out before as I was slipping out my babies. I later found it on top of the table. Albert reiterated what he said earlier, "Mas nahahanap ng lalaki yung sa mas magulo, sa babae naman pag maayos." he said that because I was trying to clean the table up. I was trying to find a socket until I saw an extension cord. he asked me to pull off his charger so that I can put mine. I did.

We didn't sleep at all. We talked about many things. The topics that we had so much fun talking were about the big circle and Berna. The light was turned off then. I noticed that the light was having soft sparks inside. He said that it was pretty normal and that it happens everytime. I think we slept around 2:30 am.

I woke up the moment my cellphone alarmed. It was exactly 4:00am. I got up to prepare for the morning. I looked around the kitchen for something to cook. I looked into the ref and saw a frozen ham. I opened the 1st cupboard and saw nothing but dust. I opened the next cupboard and saw a bottle of oil and soy sauce. I opened the bottom cabinet trying to find the rice but unable to find it. I decided to take a bath first. Then, I woke up Albert so that he could take a bath as well. It was around 4:30 am. He said, "Sandali lang ang aga pah." the usual Albert =D. While he's getting more sleep, I started to defrost the ham. "San yung bigas?" I asked. "Dun oh." pointing his finger to a biscuit pail. As I was opening it, he said that it was old. "Wala ba kayong bago?" "Wala." "Sige magtinapay nalang tayo, sagot ko na yun. Maligo ka na." He took of his shirt and proceeded to the CR. While he is doing his thing in the Throne of sewage, I went back to the sleeping area. I had a smile on my face to his bed all made up. He did mature for a little. I made the sofa back the way it was I went there. I hastily went back to the kitchen to cook the ham. It was the 1st time that i cooked in an electric stove. After slicing, I fried the ham. While Albert was bathing, I went outside to buy the bread. I was able to buy bread at a 7-11 which is already past the Ramon Magsaysay High School. I hurriedly went back home. The moment I stepped inside the room, Albert came out of the shower top naked with towel covering his lower area. I went back to the sofa bed and took his clothes in the cabinet. "Magbihis ka na." "Oh? Hindi mo sisilipan?" he was teasing me. "Hindi." "Promise?" "Promise hindi." While he was putting on his clothes, I immediately arranged his clothes on the sofa bed. The ChES shirt, and the belt because he already took the pants with him.

After all our preparations had been done, We ate the ham with the bread, and drink the too-much-diluted extra joss that I had handy in my bag.

I said goodbye to my babies, and was sure that I'll be back that afternoon.

We were off to UST for the plant visit trip

Wow ah!

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Taas kilay

Kanina tumaas ang kilay ko. Kasi kanina tinanong ko si ALbert kung anong oras sya uuwe. Aba, sabay tanong nang girlfriend nya ng baket. Ewan ko lang. Parang nakaramdam lang ako ng something. Hindi ko kasi sya tinignan sa mukha nung sinabi ni ALbert na makikitulog ako sa kanila. Whahahahhaha!

Colony War

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Domnina's Legion after the Colony War.

Too bad we didn't get the El Lago de Tres Hermana's Colony. That's ok. After all, were just a baby Faction.

My characters are the one flying. And the two characters on the left most side.

A day of pressure and happiness Part 2

After buying some Med Cap. We were off to Intramuros.

We rode a jeep going to PLM. Whel paid the fare. I noticed in that trip, the driver was not really careful. There were two instances that the driver made a sudden break, and all of us in the jeep came pummeling forward. That's what you call 3rd law of motion!

Finally, we arrived at the round table, so disembarked from the jeep. We entered the gate wall. PLM came into view. So many memories came rushing back to Juanch and Whel because they spent their 1st year in college there. Well, they talked about ROTC all the way to the Intramuros wall. It was so boring! I can't stand hearing all the stupidity that the course ROTC did to them. That's all they talked about as we passed by the left side facade of the a PLM building. We entered the wall near the light and sound showroom is located. We went up the wall stair then proceeded to the left. Behind us, a group is practicing sabayang pagbigkas. The usual public school things. We proceeded on walking to a bridge, its the one near the golf course with the net. We approached a sign and it said, "Danger! Watch out for flying balls!". As I look to the right, I noticed the sprinklers spraying water over the grass. Talk about wasting water! I mean, does grass even need to be watered?

We moved on to wall corner, the place is a bit dark so we know that "happy" things can happen there. Wehehhehe. I remember that place as the one my 3rd year classmates and I hung-out after escaping a boring program from school. Well anyway, we moved on to the next sector, we passed by again the PLM building that we passed by earlier. Juanch and Whel said it was called "Camp big Falcon". I was named as such because the building was designed after it. I looked at it, and didn't found any resemblance whatsoever. They said at the back facade, you can really see the "Falcon-ness" of the building. As we passed by Camp Big Falcon, another PLM memory hit Juanch and Whel. This time, they talked about the tusok tusok corner, wherein you can pay lower than the original value of what you ate. Students normally mob the place, and the owner cannot actually tell how much of the fried products did the students consumed. So if they paid 20 pesos, that's all no questions asked.

So the wall walking continued, passing by pitch dark batteries, until we arrived at the spot in front of the Manila Bulletin building. While the boys were laying out the blanket that Jebs brought, I took of my shoes and socks. Finally, we laid down. AHHHHHH! It was one of the most comfortable feeling. Lying down in a blanket on a wall who witness a bloodshed, with the chilly night breeze blowing, with feel good friends on your side. We talked about many things, mostly boy stuffs, so I can;t really related that much. But one thing we saw in common was some kind of a moving star. We don't know what it was.

Whel, Jebs, and I really don't want to go home yet that time. It was just that Juanch has an errand or something. So we were forced to go home.

We rode a jeep from the city hall to Tayuman, and proceeded home. A rain was impending then. Juanch disembarked the jeep from Puregold. THe rest of us travelled until we reach the junction between Pacheco and Lacson. The rain was getting a little hard. Right then, I asked Whel to give me my book back. He did and I left Jebs and Whel to go home. Haaay he's such a gentleman diba?

Before I went to sleep, I texted with Whel. =D

All in all, I didn't spent a thing. Whahahhaha!

The End

A day pressure and happiness Part 1

Feb. 6, 2008. For the Chinese, this is the Lunar New Year's eve. But for me, this was the day that I felt happy and pressured at the same time. I met up with the BnBp barkada. The 1st people to meet up were Av and I. I texted him because I chatted with Whel, who wanted to go laboy, earlier. We waited beside Don's place in Dapitan. After a while, Av received a text from Boss April. So he fetched her at Perpz. Before going back to Perpz, Av bought three sets of Pampanga's Best Chicken Nuggets (Siyet! I so love the nuggets!) As we approach Perpz, we saw Manong in yellow casual polo. So the four of us decided to wait for Whel and Jebs at the foodcourt. While we were walking towards the direction of SM San lazaro. I couldn't help but notice the word "RON" which is "printed" in Manong's back. I asked Manong about it and he said that he used a permanent marker to print it there. The design was printed inside a snowboard, it looked as if it was really the design.

When we arrived at SM, we sat down in the footcourt. While waiting for the two, Juanch came down from the stairs. We didn't really expect Juanch to come by because we didn't inform him of the activity. Then, Averi bought a total of 4 sets of Large fries from McDo for us to eat (rich kid!). It was really funny because earlier he was saying that he doesn't want to spend. While we were waiting still for the two to come, I studied for my exams for tomorrow.

And when the two, Whel and Jebs, finally came, it was time for Manong ang Boss to go home because it was already passed six pm that time. Oh before that Av left in a hurry. So the ones left were Juanch, Whel, Jebs, and I. The three of them told me that they will buy food. So I nodded and returned to my business in Strength of Materials handout. Juanch first returned, followed by the two slowpokes. Juanch bought C2 while the two bought rice and seafood balls with caramel topped cream puffs. I was curious with the cream puffs so I tasted it. The caramel was sickening. It was so hard that a rat's teeth might come off. But the puff was good.

Next stop, 3rd floor, Quantum. Because Whel wanted to sing, we headed to the booths, only to find out that all of the rooms were occupied. So I wandered around the arcade. I got curious in the Diva like voice of the one singing on stage. A familiar face came into view. It was Lorie who was singing. I waved a hello, and so did he/she. As I return back to the spot were I left the boys, I found Jebs writing the numbers for his songs. He asked me to pick too. And so I did. We waited for a while for those in the rooms to finish their session. While waiting, I went back where Lorie was singing and listen to him/her sing few more songs before she finally stepped down. So we besoed and asked how is he/she, and how many songs did he/she sang (about 10 actually). So we got a little chat and mentioned that Alcarion is there with me. He/She wanted to see Whel so I pulled her to Whel's direction. Next scene was the kamustahan scene yada yada. When Lorie turned to my direction I said, "Ang gwapo noh?" referring to Whel. "Oo bakla, ang bait pah", Lorie hastily replied. Lorie returned to his companions who were occupying a room.

Finally, a room was vacant. And we need a crew. It took me a long time to find one. Finally, the songs were inserted. And it was Juanch who is first to sing. He got 100 for the song, next was Whel (I like it when he sang I'll be over you by Toto, I even recorded it!), then Jebs, then me, and then Juanch's last song, another 100 score song.

Afterwards, it was the hunt for the Medical Cap. Because Jebs used his last Med Cap, he needs to buy a new ones. We first went to National Bookstore and found none. We moved up to Watsons, none also. That is were Whel offered to take my Phychem book and put it in his bag. We exited SM. Juanch at 1st daid that he would be going home, only to change his mind. We decided to walk to Bambnag because we were still in search of Med Caps for Jebs. Finally we were able to buy some in a medical suppply shop in front of Jose Reyes Memorial Center.

To be continued

Totally Confused

"I love him, but I can't keep on loving him", parang script sa isang pelikula, o kaya linya sa isang nobela; Pero yang linyang yan ang syang nararamdaman ko ngayon. Kaya kong isuko ang lahat, mahalin lang nya din ako. Pero hindi mangyayari yon, not now, not EVER!

I'm just being realistic. Being optimistic in the topic of love is totally nonsense. There can never be a happy one-faced love. There will always be trials, challenges and heartaches along with it. I cannot day that this is true love, as the norm suggests, a male to male relation is ABnormal. But for us who are in need of it, it is called happiness.

Hindi ko sya pwedeng mahalin. Unang una, straight sya. Pangalawa, may mahal na sya. At ang huli at pinakaimportante, kaibigan ko sya. Nawala na yung dating pagnanasang inuukol ko sa kanya. Dahil talagang mabait syang tao, hindi ko maiwasan madala sa damdamin ko. Inisip ko nung una na ganun nga, pero habang tumatagal, nararamdaman kong lalong lumalalim ang paghanga ko sa kanya.

Tao lang din sya, marami din syang kapintasan. But despite the fact that he has many flaws, I learned to love him as a whole. I love his smile, I love his voice, I love the way he takes care of me, I love his stubborness, I love his mature thinking, I love it all! But I must put a line. Cause nothing is worth to be lost to such foolish love.

Although, he gives me special care, I always feel this inadequate feeling. Although, I'm used to it; Still, I can't erase that feeling because I'm still a gay. Bading, Jokla, Faggot, Bektas. Hinding hindi ko pa din un mabubura, sa isipan nya at sa isipan ng ibang tao. Hanggang dun nalang talaga ang kaya nyang ibigay para sa akin. Nagpapasalamat naman ako para dun pero syempre that sinking feeling of inadequacy really gives me pain.

Wala lang, nagdrama lang ako. Para naman mailabas ko yung nasasaloob ko. Nahihirapan nako, wala kasi akong makausap.

One Sunday Evening

PhotobucketLinggo yun. Feb. 3, 2008. Pagkatapos ko maginternet at maligo. Pumunta nako sa bahay ng friend kong si Jebs. Ang sabi kasi nya may problema sya, so bilang kaibigan kailangan kong tumulong.

Kinuwento ni Jebs ang lahat lahat tungkol sa problema nya. Yun pala tungkol lang yun sa babaing textmate nya. Hindi naman ako magkapagcomment kasi hindi ko naman personal na kilala yung gurl. Tsaka I don't want to make conclusions yet kasi I tend to make harsh initial conclusions baka I'll make matters worse pah.

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As usual nakatulog nanaman si Jebs. Si Averi din nakatulog (kuno) na. Ang natira nalang gising ay si Whel at ako. Earlier that night, napagusapan din namin yung problema ni Whel. It's about yung ex-gf nya. Well, I won't talk about that here coz it's a private matter. To make it short, nakapagkwentuhan kame ni Whel kasi pareho kaming hindi inaantok. So kinuwento nya yung tungkol sa gf nya. Ako naman nakwento ko yung isa sa mga away namen ni Albert.

Meron kasing instance na sinabi nya na naiilang daw sya sa bading. Ganito kasi yung istory nun. Meron kasi si Albert na close friend nung high school na gay din. Scheduled silang magdota ng mga 7pm. Sa kahihintay si Albert nakatulog nah kasi ang plano nya magrereview sya sa madaling araw kasi Prelims namin that time. Ang Baklang Joshua dumating ng mga 10 nah. Ginising si Albert. Nung una ayaw na ni Albert sumama, pero in the end, napilit din sya sumama. So nagdota sila until Midnight. Nung pauwi na sila, si Joshua nagsabi kay Albert nang, "Kuya, hatid mo naman ako samen." Eh ayaw na ni Albert kasi nga Hating gabi na nun. Nagpumilit pa rin si Joshua haggang sa sinabi ni Albert na, "Tigilan mo nga ako, lam mo minsan naiilang ako sa bading, kahit kay Whil minsan!" Ayun, nagsimula nang umiyak si Joshua, tapos hinatid din sya ni Albert.

Ang kinakagalit ko nun bakit pati ako? Hindi ko naman niyayakap ang arm niya nun, hindi ko nga sya inaakbayan, hindi ako nagpapadala ng gamit sa kanya, hindi ako nagappahatid kahit lang sa sakayan, ano ang dapat ikailang nya saken? Lahat nang nasabi ko kanina kay Joshua pwede yan, tapos akong hindi gumagawa nun naiilang sya? Sana simula pa lang sinabi na nyang ilang sya sa bading dba? Umiyak ako nun. Masamang masama ang loob ko.

Nung nakwento ko yun kay Whel, parang medyo nagalit din sya kay Albert. Ang pangit daw kasi nung ginawa nung nya. Tapos nakwento ni Whel na ako lang daw talaga yung kaibigan nyang bading. Although meron naman daw ibang friends of the 3rd sex pero iba daw kasi ako, kasi close kme at wala akong pagnanasa sa kanya. Initially, galit at takot din sya sa bading pero nung nakilala nya ako, i made a difference and proved that not all gays are evil. Nakakataba talaga ng puso yung sinabi nya. Haaay... Kilig! This got me all confused.

Sikil: a commentary

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Earlier this afternoon, I watched the movie Sikil. I would like to clarify that I made a mistake. The poster that I'm always using to advertise Sikil was for the movie Masahista. Sorry for the error! =D

Leads
So I would like to first talk about the actors who played the lead characters. (I'm sorry, this post is more on about the movie, because the lead characters are models, I couldn't find more conservative pictures)


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Will Sandejas

i first saw him as a miner in the indie film Troika. Right then and there he really made an impact to me because of his hot body and his ethnic look. I can say that he can act. He delivers line with emotions. He played the role of Adong

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Ken Escudero

He was Ginoong Filipinas 2006. I find him good even though he speaks a little soft. He played the role of Enzo.

Issues tackled
The film presented many problems in the society. Some of which are pretty evident in our community. Like, when Adong was played by gays, he was dropped of by a bridge where a kid bystander is standing. After the drop off was made, the kid hastily, took Adong's wallet and watch. Another one was Joy Viado's line "Yung inisnatch mong cellphone nung isang araw, bibilin ko na lang." Of course, the issue that was really emphasized was male prostitution. Honestly, before I used to buy male services too. I even went to those cinemas in Recto just to sexual contact. In clubs, gay bars, and in other places where there are males who are willing to give me what I want for free or in exchange for money. (Thank goodness I'm still not sick!) There is another place where you can get Adam's body. A bathhouse. But I haven't experience yet to enter such establishments. According to the movie, when you enter a bath house, the dress code is nothing but a towel.

Enzo
My favorite character in the movie was Enzo. I actually pity him. But he was right when he said to his parents, "Kung ano ako ngayon, dahil sa inyo yun!" That was when his father assaulted him that he was a faggot and was in love with his best friend Adong. Enzo, having an abusive father and a submissive mother, having to grow up to be beaten and belittled; It was really dreadful. I share his happiness when he was being fucked by Adong. I'm sure that he felt fulfilled. Although, initially there was no love there because it was a show in the bathhouse. Still, the thought of finding your lost love and instantly his body, on top of your body, it was a really magical feeling. My most favorite line is when he said to Melay (Adong's wife), "Pag sinaktan mo sya ulet, papatayin kita... Pag sinaktan mo sya ulet, papatayin kita... Pag sinaktan mo sya ulet, papatayin kita..." He repeated those words until his tears drowned his voice. It implies that he really loves Adong. My favorite scene is that when he admitted to Adong that he loves him only to be rejected in the end. Ouch! that hurt! One day, before Adong will leave for the States, he went to Enzo's place. There, he came with the intent to make love with Enzo. As Adong started to undress, Enzo said, "Kung gagawin natin to dahil naaawa ka saken o kaya pambayad utang, wag na." Adong replied already stripped, "Gagawin natin to, dahil kailangan nating gawin to para lumigaya, gagawin natin to para sa isa't isa." Then they had sex, this time, Enzo is on top. So it came to my conclusion that both Adong and Enzo are bi. One thing I have in common with Enzo is that I care for the person I love. I mean, I would do the same thing. Let my love stay at my house, feed him, pamper him, clothe him, etc.

The mirror
Another favorite scene of mine is that when they finally saw each other in Manila. It was just before there first sex scene. Adong, who is a performer that time in a bathhouse, has partner in the performance but unfortunately is sick. So a replacement was arranged and it was Enzo. It was really a shock for each of them to see at that awkward place. Both of them are buttoning there polos when they suddenly looked at the same time in the mirror to see each other. Sweet!

Natawa ako dito swear!

Identity

Grabeh yung napanood kong episode ng Identity! Ang hot nung isang huhulaan!
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Ang name ang otokong yan ay Gregg Plitt isa syang Model pero he is also an army ranger kasi yun yung identity nya. Ang yummy nya! Throughout that portion of the show, nakatopless sya! yum!

Flower Angels: Prologue

Ok class let's start our history class.

Alam nyo vah kung pano nadead-lalou ang mga junaynosaurs? Hindi itech sinabi sa mga history books. Ang trulalang nangyari ditech sa Earth ez nagkulay pink ang kalangitan at may aning shiny shiny na vumagsak sa ating Planet Earth. Eh, ang aning na itez ay mysteriousa ang drama. Farang glowy shiny na fink Metorite ang naglanding. Nagrerelease ng vibes ang finkella na meteorite, nung medyo lumafet ang mga curious na junaynosaurs sa fink space, ava, sumabog ang kabaklaan sa mundo! Ang mga fissan nating junaynosaurs! Naging bektas! Ayun, dahil sa kapwa otoko ang hanap ng mga vektas na junaynosaurs, yaw na nila makifag-gerger sa mga bilat na junaynosaurs! Ayenz, wai sila produce ng bhebhe, ayenz, kaya naubos sila. Nilafang nalang sila ng ating mga syofatids na mga mammals.

Time travel tayo. Noong wai fa dating ang mga futing Espanyol, ang ating mga syofatids na katutubo ay todo may-I-worship ang mga anito at mga anik anik pah! Eh ang bruhang fink meteorite ay nadiscover ng ating mga syofatids, edi worship to the max ang dinarama! As usual, nagrelease nanaman ng vibes ang madarekang metorite. Avay! Ang farang father nila dun ay naging mader na den! Todo, hada na ang ginawa ng paderaka turned maderaka dun! At nasarapan naman ang mga kolokoy na otoko at tinuloy nila ang pagworship sa adik na fink meteorite.

Dumating ang mga Espanyoles, stop right now ang sabi nila sa magworship sa finkella. Teach nila sa atenz ang Kristyanismo. And so nabaon sa limot ang ating fink meteorite. Forgetz na ang dambana nitez. Hanggang sa parang naglabas ng huling vibes ang fink meteorite. Farang nagsabi pah with the Inday Garutay voice: "I shell Ritern! Vavalik aketch!"

Present, ang tanong ng mga peepz sa kalye. Vaket daw dumadami ang mga Bektas eh hindi naman nanganganak? Ngayenz manoknowing nyo na ang sagot! Fag Binasa nyo ang istoryang Flower Angels: Pulis Pangkabkalaan!

Abangan ang susunod na kabanata

Priceless

Today, I wasn't able to play Granado again. Solely because, I slept this morning aroundPhotobucket passed 7 am, and woke up around 1:30 pm. The promo period at DC is only available between 9-12nn. So I opted not to go there. I'm here in Pavia writing these blogs.

I didn't play Granado Espada, which means Donald, who is playing right now, will go pass my level. And would brag about it for sure tomorrow.

What did I do? Why did I sacrifice my Granado game time and slept in the morning?
Well I just stayed up late talking to Whel. And I found interesting things about him and about what he thinks of me. I will be sure to write about it when I get the pics from last night. So basically yeah, I sacrificed Granado for Whel. Granado level gap can be balanced out with a little Granado Adik mode. Having quality time with Whel, Priceless.

Sikil

PhotobucketSiyet! Nakita ko sa net na showing pa den ung Sikil sa Rob Place Manila! Manonood nako bukas! Woohoo!!!

The orangutan of American Idol 7 Auditions

Right now, I can say that aside from John Bersaba, kilikili, Toni Gonzaga and Angel Locsin, I have another person whom I hate so much. His name? Joshua Boson.

This black guy auditioned for American Idol 7, and when the judges said that he doesn't have the talent for it; He said so many nasty things about the judges and Idol. Talk about sore loser!

If I were Ryan Seacrest and I herad that guy talk about Idol like that I would certainly say this! "You freaking Son of a bitch! Don't be such a jerk saying those things! In case the judges haven't really emphasized, You suck as hell! Have you seen yourself singing in front of the mirror? You look like an constipated orangutan trying to sing! Loser! Scram! Before I have you caged for the zoo!"

Here watch the orangutan!

Danton Remoto

Wow nakakalerkey naman tong chikkang nabasa ko sa Manilagayguy.com. Senatoriable daw ang Leader ng Ang Ladlad Partylist at one of the author of the Ladlad literary compilations series. Nalerkey ako! Mama Danton! Expect mo ang name mo sa balota ko!

ChE: the Champions!

Grabeh! Bonggacious talaga ang pagkapanalo ng Chemical Engineering (ChE) sa recently concluded affair ng Engineering Dance Troupe (EDT), ang Love and Hate, this years concert. Although nakakalungkot kasi apat lang yung nagparticipate na department pero at the very least may nagparticipate pah. Pero ang masasabi ko sa overall turnout nung mga dance numbers ng mga contestants, hindi ko talaga type yung sa Engineering Sciences (ES). Hindi excuse ang pagiging lower level nila kayo ganun ung kinalabasan ng dance number nila. Basta ang dami talagang flaws nun. Yung sa Electrical Engineering (EE) boys kasi kahit papano, yung mga steps pinag-isipan. Eh kasi yung sa ES dept parang nakita ko lang sa kanto namin yung mga sayaw nila eh.

At Bongga si Patty ah! Ang galing talaga sumayaw ni Patty! I'm so amazed! Grabeh! fan nako ni Patty starting that night! Nakakalerkey! Talbog ang mga shombang syofatidz! Whahahahah!

Well anyway, Paxenxa sa may mga slow connections hindi ko din ito kasalanan. Kasalanan to ni Patty kasi puro videos yung inupload nya:

Dance Practices.






Winning dance routine



ChE! The best!

Jones Bridge

Prior to the time that I had my testical infection, after I played paraparaparadise at SM Manila, I would normally walk home. I would then pass a bridge named Jones Bridge. It is where the body of the kid who died in the ROTC issue was fished out. What I like about Jones Bridge is that, when I'm walking there the wind blows hard. And I always loved the feeling of my hair and face being blown. So anyway, this morning I found my yellow pads with notes. And I stumbled upon this poem that I wrote. here it is:

Jones Bridge
The mood was perfect
Blowing wind kissing my cheek
my hair on the same direction
a drizzle gently hits my face

I started to walk
to cross this concrete truss
Thinking about somethings
while I stepped on ahead

Turning to my left
aquatic plants came into view
slowing being washed away
vanishing from my perspective

Nakakainis ah

Nakakainis yung bata dito sa comp shop.. I forgot his name. I think its lawrence or sumething. Nakakainis. Pinipilit ako magdota. Ang sabi ko 30 mins nalang ako.. aba nangulit pa! Magextend daw ako! Leche! gusto ko sanang sabihin na "Magpachupa ka sken maglalaro ako!" sino xa para utusan ako? hindi nga kami close noh!