Nasabi ko na kahapon kay Richmond na member ako ng AKLAS. Wala syang sinabi. He just kept silent na parang hindi nya narinig ang sinabi ko. Kinukulet kulet nya pa din ako. Sana ganun din ang gawin ni Jarry pag sinabi ko na din sa kanya. Sya lang talaga sa EB ang feeling ko kayang kong pagsabihan. Kagabi, ewan ko ang aga ko inantok. Sinimulan ko nang itype nun sa cellphone ko yung text message na nagsasabi nang sikreto ko na talaga namang nagpapastress out sa akin.
Gustong gusto ko na talagang sabihin, pero lagi akong nauunahan ng takot. Masaya nako sa ganitong set-up namin. We're all colleagues and a big happy family. Pero there is always the risk na malaman nila kung sino talaga ako. At ayoko nang manggaling pa sa iba. Gusto ko it came from me, para sigurado akong tama ang malalaman nila. I never thought I would face this kind of dilemma. Although, for most people, hindi naman probelema ang bagay na ito, pero sa akin, this is really a big deal. I would lose friends if I don't make any steps soon. Hindi ako traydor na tao at hinding hindi ako papayag na sasabihan din akong ganun.
I only want what's best for the Engineering students. Giving what is due to them is their right. I joined SIKLAB because this is one of the prime trusses of the party. Although we are affiliated with the Central Party AKLAS, we have the mindset of not following Central AKLAS's orders if it is not compatible with the Engineering needs. And If I'm asked to jumped over the fence and join other political parties, I would turn it down. I think that SIKLAB is the best thing that happened to the Engineering students. And I am confident to say so. I would use last year's Registration and election as reference. SIKLAB was the first political party in Engineering to complete the registration. We were supposed to file a case against the COMELEC Engineering regarding the flexible deadlines and unprofessional posters that they set, which was supposed to be spearheaded by me. But we decided not to get too radical because after all we were still a newly organized political party. We don't want to be tagged as radical. In relation to the flexible deadline, RESPECT, an opposing party, submitted the requirements late. But COMELEC Engineering still accepted their application stating the reason as it was not yet the deadline. It shows the unprofessionalism of both COMELEC Engineering and RESPECT. Another political party, LAKAS ng INHINYERONG TOMASINO, was not able to be recognized. They are the affiliate of the LAKAS TOMASINO COALITION. Their inability to be recognized in the last application period shows incompetency. If they really cater to Engineering needs, they should have been prepared being that this application is not taboo to them. SIKLAB rattled RESPECT by getting 7 out of the 9 positions in the Engineering Student Council. This really a big factor that sets SIKLAB apart from RESPECT. Considering that RESPECT has been existing long before SIKLAB was founded. This really shows the competence of SIKLAB. SIKLAB is the best political party for me to be affiliated to. It is the most competent, compassionate and committed political party in the Engineering Faculty. Truly the Thomasian identity. SIKLAB! Burn in the passion to serve!
I'm really proud to be chosen as the 1st Legal Officer of SIKLAB. That is why if the people from the Central Student Council would ask me to resign, I would be in an even more dilemma. Haaaay. Jar-jar.